Do not read this if you're fucking sensitive

Its 1.13am. Im in no mood to blog but i'll just blog anyway.

Today met Yat. Okehh okehh we meet everyday and lepak at 'slide', smoking our arse off and making lame yet funny jokes about big, old white men and horny banglas. LOL.

But today i wasn't in the mood when the day before i confessed to that certain someone :/
As usual, he shrugged it off. Typical of guys la.

How would you feel if the guy you liked posted a picture of your bestie on his profile? Obviously feel numb for awhile, then sad. Fucking sad. Then back to numb.
Best friends, heh. Oh god if only i could fucking believe it.

And yeah i've given up hope in everything now. On love and life. I don't have the mood to go job hunting or to any gigs currently. I don't think im going for Burgerkill's this friday or CoreFest 1 and 2 next week either.
Someone please save me from this torturous and fucked up life im having.

Screw all the guys out there [except for those close guy friends.].
Why is it so hard for guys to accept girls for who they are??
Why is it so hard for guys to NOT give a fucking damn about how a girl fucking looks??
Why is it so hard to find a best friend whom you can fucking trust without them betraying/stabbing you in the fucking back??
Why is it so fucking easy to fall in love but so fucking hard to be in love??
Why is it so hard to find a decent boyf who wont treat you like fucking shit and control your every fucking move??
Why is it so hard for a mum to fucking give a damn about our fucking lives??
Why is it so hard to forget the ex boyf's and crying over losing them??
Why is it so fucking hard to fucking move on??

Fuck your superinhumanuniversesized fucking ego.
Fuck your preety fucking face.
Fuck your fucked up scene.
Fuck your attention seeking fucking attitude.
Fuck the political fucking shit.
Fuck stereotypes, judgemental fucking cunts.
Fuck stupid rules & regufuckinglations.

If you who terase, ITS YOUR FUCKING PROBLEM.


Oh yeah, i remembered im fucking moodless.
So yeah. Im moodless now, so bye.