time check: 11.41am.
im up early and i cant get to sleep. hah.
hmm i seriously need to get a life. like get something to do. but i wont be working till mid august so this sucks when im always broke and i wanna get a job and actually work but i already have a job but im gonna be moneyless till september. hopefully, thats when my pay comes in. sigh. very the sian. lol.
and i hate asians. not those malay/indians/mixed asians. but the pure chinese ones. i guess im racist and a sexist. but its kinda contradicting cause you see im asian and im a girl so it doesnt make sense that i hate asians and girls. and when i mention girls i mean those skinnyass-flat chested-no butt-slit for eyes kinda girls. they look sick as fuck and no wonder i call them skateboards. cause they are flat like one.
and they think they're the hotstuff. they think its so cool and fucking trendy to be skinny and have 'nice eyes'. well your eyes looks like a pussy to me and you people are anorexic like fuck.
if you're born naturally skinny, go eat more you dimwits. and do whatever to gain weight. cause MAJORITY OF GUYS PREFER GIRLS WITH FLESH RATHER THAN SKIN AND BONES.
i was born skinny but im proud to say i've gained weight. i stand a 174cm/178cm or a 5"8 and i weigh about 62kg/68kg. its gonna be 70kg soon but yeah i dont really give a fuck. people tell me i look skinny but i feel fleshier. LOL.
my aunt calls me fat and i went 'errr.. so?'
i dont want to 'fit in' where everyone looks the same, talks the same, acts the same. cause its so motherfucking cliche to do that.
i dont wanna be a clay mould to perfection. cause being perfect isnt what i aim to be. i'd rather look like some
alien from whatever planet rather than look the same like everyone else. thats so fucking old la people.
so stand out, for all you know you might be respected by others although you cant see it.
its all about respecting others and people respecting you. cause without respect, you are nothing.
ps: i have no fucking idea what i just typed out. if you guys get what i was tryna say then good for you :) if not then go get a dictionary. if you dont like it then jolly well fuck off.
k da bye.
Friday, July 31, 2009
Hiatus or not?
time check: 12.43am.
im not gonna blog about my day or whatever. cause i know you guys are bored reading it.
i'll only blog when i have something to blog about.
if you treat animals like shit, in a matter of time you'll treat people like shit so you can go lick your dad's left nut.
if you treat women as biological machines just to fulfil a man's desire, you can go fuck yourself or get fucked by a horse.
cause people like you cunts are not needed in this world.
im not gonna blog about my day or whatever. cause i know you guys are bored reading it.
i'll only blog when i have something to blog about.
if you treat animals like shit, in a matter of time you'll treat people like shit so you can go lick your dad's left nut.
if you treat women as biological machines just to fulfil a man's desire, you can go fuck yourself or get fucked by a horse.
cause people like you cunts are not needed in this world.
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Nausea
time check: 11.24pm.
im feeling really sick now. im having a really bad headache and nausea. idk why. and im NOT pregnant so shut up.
maybe its the girly thing. oh fuckk.
anyway, today was awesome. met Yat and Andi around 3pm at SP then ate there. trained to VivoCity. first thing we did when we arrived at Vivo was, we need a stick. lol.
went outside for a smoke and it was scorching hot. i swear i could melt in the heat.
then walked around Vivo. Andi wanted to look for Lonsdale but got to know it was gonna change to Roxy. like dooooooooood. hah.
then walked pass Coffee Bean and saw like, a plate with still alot of pasta. sat at the chair and ate it. its still yummy tho. ate the whole thing finish :D
why waste food when you can still eat it right. stupid homosapiens. tsk.
Yat likes watching me eat cause he finds it 'interesting' while Andi was thinking 'wth is she doing??' but he still ate it in the end. lol.
then at another table got coffee blended drink thing. also half finish. WHY WASTE FOOD YOU CUNTFUCKS?? Lol.
ate and drank it finish, went to Starbucks. since Andi bought his laptop we watched This Is England.
I SWEAR ENGLISH SKINHEADS ARE SO HOT :D
awesome movie, even though we didnt watch it till the end cause Andi's laptop no more battery. and there was no powerpoint there. heh.
and there were a bunch of people surfing the net there with songs from Lamb Of God/BFMV/Avenged Sevenfold/Cradle of Filth blasting out from their laptop.
we went ' errrr.. hahahahahhahahaha!'
:D
went to the smoking area and lie down on the pavement and smoke. it was already 7.45pm and Andi went off.
then me and Yat headed to Daiso and walked around, preying on people. HAHAHAHAH WTF.
walked to 7-11 and bought chips and Big Gulp, went to rooftop and took out our slippers and soaked our feet in the water. the feeling is awesome la :D
smoke, ate and did random stuff there. stuffs that girls arent suppose to do and stuffs guys would go 'wtf?' at.
heheheheh :P
then around 9.30pm we moved off. took 61 to BB then from there took 945 home cause i was feeling too sick to walk. lol.
i guess tomorrow im gonna sleep my day away till Yat calls for dinner :)
i know you readers are bored upon reading the shit i typed here but whatever okehh? and thanks for reading :D
k da bye.
im feeling really sick now. im having a really bad headache and nausea. idk why. and im NOT pregnant so shut up.
maybe its the girly thing. oh fuckk.
anyway, today was awesome. met Yat and Andi around 3pm at SP then ate there. trained to VivoCity. first thing we did when we arrived at Vivo was, we need a stick. lol.
went outside for a smoke and it was scorching hot. i swear i could melt in the heat.
then walked around Vivo. Andi wanted to look for Lonsdale but got to know it was gonna change to Roxy. like dooooooooood. hah.
then walked pass Coffee Bean and saw like, a plate with still alot of pasta. sat at the chair and ate it. its still yummy tho. ate the whole thing finish :D
why waste food when you can still eat it right. stupid homosapiens. tsk.
Yat likes watching me eat cause he finds it 'interesting' while Andi was thinking 'wth is she doing??' but he still ate it in the end. lol.
then at another table got coffee blended drink thing. also half finish. WHY WASTE FOOD YOU CUNTFUCKS?? Lol.
ate and drank it finish, went to Starbucks. since Andi bought his laptop we watched This Is England.
I SWEAR ENGLISH SKINHEADS ARE SO HOT :D
awesome movie, even though we didnt watch it till the end cause Andi's laptop no more battery. and there was no powerpoint there. heh.
and there were a bunch of people surfing the net there with songs from Lamb Of God/BFMV/Avenged Sevenfold/Cradle of Filth blasting out from their laptop.
we went ' errrr.. hahahahahhahahaha!'
:D
went to the smoking area and lie down on the pavement and smoke. it was already 7.45pm and Andi went off.
then me and Yat headed to Daiso and walked around, preying on people. HAHAHAHAH WTF.
walked to 7-11 and bought chips and Big Gulp, went to rooftop and took out our slippers and soaked our feet in the water. the feeling is awesome la :D
smoke, ate and did random stuff there. stuffs that girls arent suppose to do and stuffs guys would go 'wtf?' at.
heheheheh :P
then around 9.30pm we moved off. took 61 to BB then from there took 945 home cause i was feeling too sick to walk. lol.
i guess tomorrow im gonna sleep my day away till Yat calls for dinner :)
i know you readers are bored upon reading the shit i typed here but whatever okehh? and thanks for reading :D
k da bye.
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Im in lalaland uh fucks.
time check: 2.25am.
pictures from Culture X. Other pics are with the rest of them crew members :D
hmm. gig last sunday was awesome. despite the lack of people and HUGE change in timeslot. thanks to Hidzir, Syaza and Eshia for coming down. appreciate it alot even tho you guys had curfew :D
but seriously, bands whose bandmates got probation, its better not to perform la. later other bands affected then have to play last band. like wtf right. knncb.
trust is hard to gain and even harder to get that trust back right? im okay but im still hurt. hurt so fucking deep. i thought i believed your words. but i guess i cared too much? yeah maybe i'll not care so much from now on. im sorry if im too fucking sensitive.
cause maybe you thought that whatever you said to me, i wouldnt believe but i did. i fell for your trap so many times. so many times that i think its better to not trust. cause for me, TRUST is a HUGE issue. especially when it comes to friends. im sorry if im too harsh on this.
k da bye. more pics soon :D
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Im physically and emotionally tired.
time check: 10.09pm.
slept my day away till 6pm today. then i brought food from the indian stall downstairs and went home and ate. then practice originals for tmrw. damn nervous la fuckk. i think i fucking forgot how it goes.
SHIT. *shoots myself in the head with a pink plastic gun*
i think im gonna die tmrw.
anyhooo...
im texting Dharsh bestie now. even tho my eyes are like half open but i cant get to sleep. big fuck?? O.o
my nose cant stop like running tap water.
and Alex has been talking to me about how he should ask the girl he likes out, i think im getting sick and tired of it alr. its like im trying to help and you keep saying you cant. dude, confidence! i might not know how you feel but at least im trying to fucking help. BIG sigh la.
k im sorry if im too sensitive.
im just sick and tired of everything. i just wanna sleep and to never wake up. im being used like recycled paper.
friends only look for me if they need me. but other than that they'll act like they dont know me. wtfuck is wrong with you people? too fucking inhuman? fuckk you.
im sorry if i sound so full of hatred in this post. im just so fucking lost.
and nobody can help me.
slept my day away till 6pm today. then i brought food from the indian stall downstairs and went home and ate. then practice originals for tmrw. damn nervous la fuckk. i think i fucking forgot how it goes.
SHIT. *shoots myself in the head with a pink plastic gun*
i think im gonna die tmrw.
anyhooo...
im texting Dharsh bestie now. even tho my eyes are like half open but i cant get to sleep. big fuck?? O.o
my nose cant stop like running tap water.
and Alex has been talking to me about how he should ask the girl he likes out, i think im getting sick and tired of it alr. its like im trying to help and you keep saying you cant. dude, confidence! i might not know how you feel but at least im trying to fucking help. BIG sigh la.
k im sorry if im too sensitive.
im just sick and tired of everything. i just wanna sleep and to never wake up. im being used like recycled paper.
friends only look for me if they need me. but other than that they'll act like they dont know me. wtfuck is wrong with you people? too fucking inhuman? fuckk you.
im sorry if i sound so full of hatred in this post. im just so fucking lost.
and nobody can help me.
Knee deep in err..
time check: 1.08am.
people have been asking me to update my blog and now its the two hundred and something something post. LOL.
so, dont noisy noisy ah? kay? heh.
hmm the past few weeks were okay. been practicing alot for this Sunday's gig. Thursday's sessioning at CCK was good. Got abit fed up cause i keep forgetting how the song goes and when im supposed to start goring. LOL.
yayyy got new bassist and guitarist!
bassist name Fad and rhythm guitarist name is Farisz!
we'll take in Joey as the drummer atm :/
and yesterday was jamming. it was shitty at first cause the songs were fucking fast and its so hard for me to catch my breath when i gore. but after awhile i THINK i got used to it. jammed at Beats Merchant for an hour. finally completed all 5 originals :D
gonna record everything next month. live recording tho.
we're not like those rich deathcore kids who can afford $90 for an hour of recording. at least $45 an hour hopefully can finish recording all 5 originals :D
whooo. cant wait for Sundayy. like omg yayyweee first gig in 2 years O.o
lyric wise, we write about politics/how people discriminate the poor/famine. i write songs when im tipsy and the lyrics turned out preety useful.
our sound, is hardcore punk. like Comeback Kid but i do gore not shouting/scream.
and im gaining weight i think. cause finally i can feel my butt. cause now its like umm fleshy. last time it wasnt. LOL why the hell am i talking about this haha!
today, a friggin Saturday, im gonna stay home and practice. i cant fucking believe it, its a Saturday and im actually staying home. LOL. usually im out till late on Saturdays. but i think i'll rest for today. town is so boring now that i have no idea where to go its better i stay home and play air drums/practice originals.
haha im tired, my throat hurts and my eyes are heavy as fuck now. bye.
people have been asking me to update my blog and now its the two hundred and something something post. LOL.
so, dont noisy noisy ah? kay? heh.
hmm the past few weeks were okay. been practicing alot for this Sunday's gig. Thursday's sessioning at CCK was good. Got abit fed up cause i keep forgetting how the song goes and when im supposed to start goring. LOL.
yayyy got new bassist and guitarist!
bassist name Fad and rhythm guitarist name is Farisz!
we'll take in Joey as the drummer atm :/
and yesterday was jamming. it was shitty at first cause the songs were fucking fast and its so hard for me to catch my breath when i gore. but after awhile i THINK i got used to it. jammed at Beats Merchant for an hour. finally completed all 5 originals :D
gonna record everything next month. live recording tho.
we're not like those rich deathcore kids who can afford $90 for an hour of recording. at least $45 an hour hopefully can finish recording all 5 originals :D
whooo. cant wait for Sundayy. like omg yayyweee first gig in 2 years O.o
lyric wise, we write about politics/how people discriminate the poor/famine. i write songs when im tipsy and the lyrics turned out preety useful.
our sound, is hardcore punk. like Comeback Kid but i do gore not shouting/scream.
and im gaining weight i think. cause finally i can feel my butt. cause now its like umm fleshy. last time it wasnt. LOL why the hell am i talking about this haha!
today, a friggin Saturday, im gonna stay home and practice. i cant fucking believe it, its a Saturday and im actually staying home. LOL. usually im out till late on Saturdays. but i think i'll rest for today. town is so boring now that i have no idea where to go its better i stay home and play air drums/practice originals.
haha im tired, my throat hurts and my eyes are heavy as fuck now. bye.
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Work is argh!
time check: 12.17am
well work was stressful. i had to memorize alot of things and i forgot what to say to the customers. i'll be like damn blur to everything.
now im jobless temporarily cause they are shifting me to Suntec. another outlet there. starting this mid/end august.
got out of work early. walked to penin and got my top up card for my phone and ciggies Viceroy red. Sorry ah idk what brand to but la. then walked to Raffles City to wait for Yat and Andi. they came and Yat bought me doublecheeseburger :D
slack slack slack then waited for JM. he came and didnt talk much. well, my fault too. im kinda quiet when i meet people for the first time :/
then about 4.30pm we moved off and walked to HMV at Citylink. the cd's under Metal were all kinda urm over. you geddit? lol.
then walked to 7.11 to get drinks.
headed to Esplanade and slack and smoke alot. waited for their friend, i forgot his name. LOL i seriously forgot his name!
then his friend came and slack till about 8pm. headed to Long John Silver for dinner. then walked to Citylink again for HMV. i played XBOX there XD
went nuts when i played Tomb Raider. was screaming when i tried to avoid the sharks. attracted alot of onlookers and Yat and Andi and their friend kept laughing -.-"
then walked to City Hall MRT and parted from there. bused home as usual, with Yat.
oh and i sorta bonded with my aunt cause i was texting her about the private diploma and she was impressed that i wanted to study law. LOL.
cause we sorta didnt contact after my grandma's death last year. and my grandma was the one that bought the family closer. im trying to get closer to my aunt for moral support cause family wise, i only have my aunt. my mum has lost hope in me.
ohwell thats the past. im concentrating on the present and whats going to happen in the future. cause for now, thats all that matters.
im currently texting JM and Yat :D
and i miss Pepper (L)
and i miss Dharshy more :(
my friends mean the world to me.
k da bye.
well work was stressful. i had to memorize alot of things and i forgot what to say to the customers. i'll be like damn blur to everything.
now im jobless temporarily cause they are shifting me to Suntec. another outlet there. starting this mid/end august.
got out of work early. walked to penin and got my top up card for my phone and ciggies Viceroy red. Sorry ah idk what brand to but la. then walked to Raffles City to wait for Yat and Andi. they came and Yat bought me doublecheeseburger :D
slack slack slack then waited for JM. he came and didnt talk much. well, my fault too. im kinda quiet when i meet people for the first time :/
then about 4.30pm we moved off and walked to HMV at Citylink. the cd's under Metal were all kinda urm over. you geddit? lol.
then walked to 7.11 to get drinks.
headed to Esplanade and slack and smoke alot. waited for their friend, i forgot his name. LOL i seriously forgot his name!
then his friend came and slack till about 8pm. headed to Long John Silver for dinner. then walked to Citylink again for HMV. i played XBOX there XD
went nuts when i played Tomb Raider. was screaming when i tried to avoid the sharks. attracted alot of onlookers and Yat and Andi and their friend kept laughing -.-"
then walked to City Hall MRT and parted from there. bused home as usual, with Yat.
oh and i sorta bonded with my aunt cause i was texting her about the private diploma and she was impressed that i wanted to study law. LOL.
cause we sorta didnt contact after my grandma's death last year. and my grandma was the one that bought the family closer. im trying to get closer to my aunt for moral support cause family wise, i only have my aunt. my mum has lost hope in me.
ohwell thats the past. im concentrating on the present and whats going to happen in the future. cause for now, thats all that matters.
im currently texting JM and Yat :D
and i miss Pepper (L)
and i miss Dharshy more :(
my friends mean the world to me.
k da bye.
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Carebear zombies are teh sexxxx <3 LOL
time check: 1.21am
work was tiring today. have to memorize the name of the cupcakes and what it consists of. kinda stress actually.
my colleague Hui Ming was nice. we somehow click in a way when it comes to studies and the world O.o
LOL ok nevermind. have to be familiar with the whole work place by 27th July. zxomg arghh!
came to work like 30 mins before the shop opens. i was there be 10am and felt so sleepy. i woke up at 6am, mind you! LOL. then when the Hui Ming came, she immediately showed me how to put the cupcakes on display, in which order, how to make them cakes and all. i swear the macarones are yummyyyyy :D
then by 12 plus, customers came in and i had to see and observe how Hui Ming works cause im kinda blur to the whole thing. the only thing i could prolly say is 'Hi. Welcome! *gives sincere smile*'. and had to memorize the price and all that.
Yat was outside my workplace since 2pm and was watching my every move. LMAO!
by 2.30pm i left work. Yat says he cant believe im actually working -.-
walked to Bugis and ate Mee Rebus. then walked to Topshop and waited for Andi and the rest. walked to Crawlspace for the gig. the skinheads and a few punks were there already.
saw this hot punk chic in Misfits and fishnets stockings. shes against ciggarettes tho :/
didnt get to go in the gig but saw a few weird people. like a hardcore tough guy, NOT those hardcore fags with long hair BUT the shaved head-enlarged earlobes-brass knuckle shirt dood. he's so fucking cool i swear :D
oh and Yat took chocolates for meeeeeeee! heheheheheh!
sat outside for a few hours. yeh as usual, fights happen. saw a ska kid slap another ska kid. then a few more fights happen just cause of mistaken identity. idk i prefer to call them ska kids than rudi. LOL. but still, come on man why fight at a gig? wtmf.
oh and Yat's friend took Chivas for us. i didnt drink alot but i was just tipsy. talked alot of shit with people i dont know. and Yat piggybacked me to somewhere and i typed out awesome lyrics. i swear i write nice lyrics when im tipsyyyy :D :D
then around 10pm walked to SMU and bought super huge mushroom swiss burger and ice lemon tea. ate and got so full i cant stand on my feet. so sat at SMU and smoke till 11.15pm and took the last train home.
im so darn sleepy/tired/shagged/whatever so ima just stop here.
k da bye.
work was tiring today. have to memorize the name of the cupcakes and what it consists of. kinda stress actually.
my colleague Hui Ming was nice. we somehow click in a way when it comes to studies and the world O.o
LOL ok nevermind. have to be familiar with the whole work place by 27th July. zxomg arghh!
came to work like 30 mins before the shop opens. i was there be 10am and felt so sleepy. i woke up at 6am, mind you! LOL. then when the Hui Ming came, she immediately showed me how to put the cupcakes on display, in which order, how to make them cakes and all. i swear the macarones are yummyyyyy :D
then by 12 plus, customers came in and i had to see and observe how Hui Ming works cause im kinda blur to the whole thing. the only thing i could prolly say is 'Hi. Welcome! *gives sincere smile*'. and had to memorize the price and all that.
Yat was outside my workplace since 2pm and was watching my every move. LMAO!
by 2.30pm i left work. Yat says he cant believe im actually working -.-
walked to Bugis and ate Mee Rebus. then walked to Topshop and waited for Andi and the rest. walked to Crawlspace for the gig. the skinheads and a few punks were there already.
saw this hot punk chic in Misfits and fishnets stockings. shes against ciggarettes tho :/
didnt get to go in the gig but saw a few weird people. like a hardcore tough guy, NOT those hardcore fags with long hair BUT the shaved head-enlarged earlobes-brass knuckle shirt dood. he's so fucking cool i swear :D
oh and Yat took chocolates for meeeeeeee! heheheheheh!
sat outside for a few hours. yeh as usual, fights happen. saw a ska kid slap another ska kid. then a few more fights happen just cause of mistaken identity. idk i prefer to call them ska kids than rudi. LOL. but still, come on man why fight at a gig? wtmf.
oh and Yat's friend took Chivas for us. i didnt drink alot but i was just tipsy. talked alot of shit with people i dont know. and Yat piggybacked me to somewhere and i typed out awesome lyrics. i swear i write nice lyrics when im tipsyyyy :D :D
then around 10pm walked to SMU and bought super huge mushroom swiss burger and ice lemon tea. ate and got so full i cant stand on my feet. so sat at SMU and smoke till 11.15pm and took the last train home.
im so darn sleepy/tired/shagged/whatever so ima just stop here.
k da bye.
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Good morning! :D
time check: 6.50am
am gonna have to wake my mum at 7.15am cause she came back from wherever around 6am. I slept at 1am and i can actually wake up at precisely 6.06am! Alarm tone was set to JFAC's Matyrdom Unsealed. And it was friggin loud. i think it also woke up my lil sis. LOL.
gahh sorry for not blogging last night. was tired and sleepy and preety cranky :/
hmm. am gonna get out of the house around 8.30am and have breakfast nearby then gonna train all the way to Raffles and walk to Cantral Mall. wow nearly 2 hours of spare time before work :)
i plan so many things to do after i get my first pay, which will be more than enough and i can actually save some for future use!
- gonna top up my phone, which has been dead for 6 months cause there is no credit left.
- donate some money to charity.
- apply for pribate diploma in law/business management.
- apply for driving license by end of this year/mid 2010!
- gonna go for a major shopping spree and get all the things i want.
-and another major shopping spree in November with Dharsh bestbestbesbestestflen/marshmellow blood sister!
- then am gonna have lunch/dinner at NewYorkNewYork/ Billy Bombers with close friends.
- gonna get legal ciggies!
- gonna dye my hair jet black and prolly get extensions. idk about the extensions part.
- gonna get a new make up set - M.A.C! :D :D
- treat family for family dinner once in a while.
- get mp4/mp5!
- get NOFX shirt for Yat and myself. idolize them!
-rent a room for myself.
aha and the rest i'll prolly save up for future use/emergencies :D
yayy omg cant wait for the first pay. gonna work my arse off on this one!
im gonna have to start talking to colleagues alr. there arent much people working there like prolly me and another girl.
Dharsh bestf, thanks for always being there for me and taking in all my rantings/anger and all the shit that i've thrown at you. im sorry for always being sucha bitch to you and not understanding from your point of view. and i wont steal once i get my pay. prolly once in a while for a lil fun i guess? heeheeee :D ilyvvvvm bestflen! and yes, im scared shit to lose you *hugs*
Yat, thanks for sticking by me thru shit from us having such a blast at east coast to me biting you to us tryna get money for the fine and you rushing all they way from school to my workplace just cause i was late for work and you got worried. i never had such a friend like you in my life and i swear im not prepared to lose someone like you. ily bro :D
these 2 people i thank from the bottom of my heart. ily guys so much :D :D :D
k its 7.13am and im gonna wake mom up and shower at 7.30am. bye people. will blog tonight :D
ps: pepper, thanks for taking your time to make the drum vid. ILY LIKE ALOT ALOT LAAAA! :D
am gonna have to wake my mum at 7.15am cause she came back from wherever around 6am. I slept at 1am and i can actually wake up at precisely 6.06am! Alarm tone was set to JFAC's Matyrdom Unsealed. And it was friggin loud. i think it also woke up my lil sis. LOL.
gahh sorry for not blogging last night. was tired and sleepy and preety cranky :/
hmm. am gonna get out of the house around 8.30am and have breakfast nearby then gonna train all the way to Raffles and walk to Cantral Mall. wow nearly 2 hours of spare time before work :)
i plan so many things to do after i get my first pay, which will be more than enough and i can actually save some for future use!
- gonna top up my phone, which has been dead for 6 months cause there is no credit left.
- donate some money to charity.
- apply for pribate diploma in law/business management.
- apply for driving license by end of this year/mid 2010!
- gonna go for a major shopping spree and get all the things i want.
-and another major shopping spree in November with Dharsh bestbestbesbestestflen/marshmellow blood sister!
- then am gonna have lunch/dinner at NewYorkNewYork/ Billy Bombers with close friends.
- gonna get legal ciggies!
- gonna dye my hair jet black and prolly get extensions. idk about the extensions part.
- gonna get a new make up set - M.A.C! :D :D
- treat family for family dinner once in a while.
- get mp4/mp5!
- get NOFX shirt for Yat and myself. idolize them!
-rent a room for myself.
aha and the rest i'll prolly save up for future use/emergencies :D
yayy omg cant wait for the first pay. gonna work my arse off on this one!
im gonna have to start talking to colleagues alr. there arent much people working there like prolly me and another girl.
Dharsh bestf, thanks for always being there for me and taking in all my rantings/anger and all the shit that i've thrown at you. im sorry for always being sucha bitch to you and not understanding from your point of view. and i wont steal once i get my pay. prolly once in a while for a lil fun i guess? heeheeee :D ilyvvvvm bestflen! and yes, im scared shit to lose you *hugs*
Yat, thanks for sticking by me thru shit from us having such a blast at east coast to me biting you to us tryna get money for the fine and you rushing all they way from school to my workplace just cause i was late for work and you got worried. i never had such a friend like you in my life and i swear im not prepared to lose someone like you. ily bro :D
these 2 people i thank from the bottom of my heart. ily guys so much :D :D :D
k its 7.13am and im gonna wake mom up and shower at 7.30am. bye people. will blog tonight :D
ps: pepper, thanks for taking your time to make the drum vid. ILY LIKE ALOT ALOT LAAAA! :D
Friday, July 17, 2009
First day of work=boriiiing -.-
time check: 12.28am.
hmm today work was boriing. mostly, i sit around and answer calls. would sweep the floor once in a while. cupcakes were expensive. like doooooood -.-
then after work, around 2.30pm met Yat outside workplace and bused to his school, SP. ate the nasi ayam penyet (crushed chicken rice, or whatever) then got Big Gulp.
went for a smoke outside and saw the bloody bald/shiny/botak-headed NEA officer. Yat just threw the ciggarette butt on the floor and the NEA officer just smiled at us. we just rushed off and hide in Dover MRT toilet. LOL.
then bused to BB and bought Green Tea and chilled at the stairs outside WestMall. we planned to go home early but ended up, we went home around 12am. LOL :D time flies when we had lotsa funn :)
we talked about the old times back in my kental days (sista lurp LOmafuckingL!) and talked about us being best friends for lifeee (plus Dharshy and Iannie!) :D
we cried just now cause we dont wanna lose each other as friends. yeah we're lame beeeetches. got a problem with that ah? hehehehehe :p
and he piggybacked me home. ahahahahahaha!
relationship spoils everything.
its best to have a long term friendship than a short term relationship.
the best line i've ever heard :D
today Yat is giving me a surprise today. he kept giving me confusing hints like skate shoes, hair extensions blablabla.
so yeah i'll just wait till 5pm today when i meet up for dinner with him.
you have no idea how much i love my best friends :D
k da bye.
hmm today work was boriing. mostly, i sit around and answer calls. would sweep the floor once in a while. cupcakes were expensive. like doooooood -.-
then after work, around 2.30pm met Yat outside workplace and bused to his school, SP. ate the nasi ayam penyet (crushed chicken rice, or whatever) then got Big Gulp.
went for a smoke outside and saw the bloody bald/shiny/botak-headed NEA officer. Yat just threw the ciggarette butt on the floor and the NEA officer just smiled at us. we just rushed off and hide in Dover MRT toilet. LOL.
then bused to BB and bought Green Tea and chilled at the stairs outside WestMall. we planned to go home early but ended up, we went home around 12am. LOL :D time flies when we had lotsa funn :)
we talked about the old times back in my kental days (sista lurp LOmafuckingL!) and talked about us being best friends for lifeee (plus Dharshy and Iannie!) :D
we cried just now cause we dont wanna lose each other as friends. yeah we're lame beeeetches. got a problem with that ah? hehehehehe :p
and he piggybacked me home. ahahahahahaha!
relationship spoils everything.
its best to have a long term friendship than a short term relationship.
the best line i've ever heard :D
today Yat is giving me a surprise today. he kept giving me confusing hints like skate shoes, hair extensions blablabla.
so yeah i'll just wait till 5pm today when i meet up for dinner with him.
you have no idea how much i love my best friends :D
k da bye.
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
its time baby :)
time check: 11.14pm
ima go to sleep at 12am. my first day of work!
in case ya'll are wondering where im working at, its at Dobi, a small cupcake shop at Central Mall at Clarke Quay.
right beside Starbucks ^.^
im starting full time. the training on opening the shop. will be from 10.30am to 2pm tmrw. then Saturday, same time. and Monday im starting full time :)
weeeee! finally i've got a job after a year of jobhunting. omg. can you believe it? a girl who has no life finally has a life! geeeeeeeeeeeeez! :D
Saturday is jamming at Beats Merchant too. but it'll be late afternoon. then next Sunday is Culture X. omgomgomg cant wait!
was smiling my arse off the whole day. zxomfg. wont complain about anything anymore. okay maybe once in a while uhh. im a happy girl from now on.
well it was all thanks to Yat for 'helping' me to get it. a gem he truly is :D
and thanks to Dharsh for the encouragement. ily babe! we'll def go shopping after your O levels and eat fried mars bars and check out hot skater dudes! lol.
i think im addicted to chilled green tea and tortillas :/ been eating alot of it everytime i go out.
hmm this sunday mum and the stepdad wants a family outing to discuss our problems. gawd i prolly wont talk much. cause im naturally distant from my mum ever since i was young.
but ohwell we'll see how it goes.
ok im loving my life now :D
k da bye.
ps: i'll still be the Gabbie that isnt embarassed to do stupid things in public, pick up ciggies from the floor, eat people leftovers and laugh like theres no tomorrow. with or without work, i'll still be me :D
ima go to sleep at 12am. my first day of work!
in case ya'll are wondering where im working at, its at Dobi, a small cupcake shop at Central Mall at Clarke Quay.
right beside Starbucks ^.^
im starting full time. the training on opening the shop. will be from 10.30am to 2pm tmrw. then Saturday, same time. and Monday im starting full time :)
weeeee! finally i've got a job after a year of jobhunting. omg. can you believe it? a girl who has no life finally has a life! geeeeeeeeeeeeez! :D
Saturday is jamming at Beats Merchant too. but it'll be late afternoon. then next Sunday is Culture X. omgomgomg cant wait!
was smiling my arse off the whole day. zxomfg. wont complain about anything anymore. okay maybe once in a while uhh. im a happy girl from now on.
well it was all thanks to Yat for 'helping' me to get it. a gem he truly is :D
and thanks to Dharsh for the encouragement. ily babe! we'll def go shopping after your O levels and eat fried mars bars and check out hot skater dudes! lol.
i think im addicted to chilled green tea and tortillas :/ been eating alot of it everytime i go out.
hmm this sunday mum and the stepdad wants a family outing to discuss our problems. gawd i prolly wont talk much. cause im naturally distant from my mum ever since i was young.
but ohwell we'll see how it goes.
ok im loving my life now :D
k da bye.
ps: i'll still be the Gabbie that isnt embarassed to do stupid things in public, pick up ciggies from the floor, eat people leftovers and laugh like theres no tomorrow. with or without work, i'll still be me :D
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Peekchures from yesterday's outing delayed.
sorry guys i cant upload pics on blooger. something wrong w the network. cheebai peh blogger. FUCKK.
Carebear and circle pits.
time check: 1.53am
well today was enjoyable :)
met Yat and walked to BB and had cup noodles. then bused to Bugis and met Eshia and Syaza. OMFG Eshia so cuteeeee and gorgeous! ^.^
been decades since i saw Syaza. finally met her at last. heeees.
walked to FAD Media. saw many unfamiliar faces.
a guy in red idk keep looking at me.
sat outside without going in cause we were broke and the gig looked boring with cheena bimbo's and cheena happy hardcore people -.-'
like wth chinese girls wearing uber short dresses and high heels to gigs and ahbengs-turned-hardcore dudes seriously not needed. lol.
saw Era and GG!
era, you forgot to gimme donuts :(
and Yat lost his ciggies. wth funnnnnyyyyyy laa!
then talked to random people and made a new friend. syafiq :)
me, Eshia, Yat and Syafiq talked about mat reps skaters and mat reps moshing/hardcore dancing at gigs :D
then about 6 plus me and Yat left our bags with Eshia and the rest and went to meet Syafie for awhile to pass us the remaining tics.
Yat piggybacked me at the bridge. then we swing swing. fuuuunnnnnnnn :D
went back to Fad Media and went off to City Hall. seperated with Eshia and the rest at Funan and ate dinner at BK Eating House. then headed to 7-11 and bought Big Gulp. walked to Fullerton Hotel for toilet and when we came out it was raining. heavily :(
me: see la you took so long in the toilet now we missed the fireworks *gives lame face*
Yat: we missed it? sure or nott?
me: yaaaah. i heard the boom boom sound. like fireworks.
*me and Yat went outside and he burst in laughter*
it was actually the sound of thunders -.-
how lame can i get, seriously? LOL.
we ran in the rain all the way to Esplanade. well Yat asked me to wear his thick hoodie so i wouldnt get wet and we was drenched.
reached Esplanade bridge and decided to stop for awhile to smoke. there were maaaannyyyy people and lil primary school kids cause they were there for the NDP rehearsal.
about 30 mins later the rain stopped for abit and we walked to inside Esplanade. while otw walking there i scared lil primary school kids caught in the drizzle. i randomly just shouted at them and they looked at me like im a retard -.-
then we walked and walked all around Esplanade and skated on the slippery floor a lil. im afraid of falling on cold hard floors! it was raining what do you expect? LOL.
then walked to Marina 7-11 and bought Slurpee and chocolates ^.^
walked to the legendary Cermin and found Eshia, Syaza and gang there. saw Fir, F, and whoever else idk their names. hung out with them kiddos for awhile (they're like 16? 17? but they look sooo young O.o) and took group photos.
Around 10pm we walked to City Hall with them.
parted ways with Eshia and gang and bused home to BB. and here i am :)
peekchures will be up later. not much tho. am tired.
k da bye.
well today was enjoyable :)
met Yat and walked to BB and had cup noodles. then bused to Bugis and met Eshia and Syaza. OMFG Eshia so cuteeeee and gorgeous! ^.^
been decades since i saw Syaza. finally met her at last. heeees.
walked to FAD Media. saw many unfamiliar faces.
a guy in red idk keep looking at me.
sat outside without going in cause we were broke and the gig looked boring with cheena bimbo's and cheena happy hardcore people -.-'
like wth chinese girls wearing uber short dresses and high heels to gigs and ahbengs-turned-hardcore dudes seriously not needed. lol.
saw Era and GG!
era, you forgot to gimme donuts :(
and Yat lost his ciggies. wth funnnnnyyyyyy laa!
then talked to random people and made a new friend. syafiq :)
me, Eshia, Yat and Syafiq talked about mat reps skaters and mat reps moshing/hardcore dancing at gigs :D
then about 6 plus me and Yat left our bags with Eshia and the rest and went to meet Syafie for awhile to pass us the remaining tics.
Yat piggybacked me at the bridge. then we swing swing. fuuuunnnnnnnn :D
went back to Fad Media and went off to City Hall. seperated with Eshia and the rest at Funan and ate dinner at BK Eating House. then headed to 7-11 and bought Big Gulp. walked to Fullerton Hotel for toilet and when we came out it was raining. heavily :(
me: see la you took so long in the toilet now we missed the fireworks *gives lame face*
Yat: we missed it? sure or nott?
me: yaaaah. i heard the boom boom sound. like fireworks.
*me and Yat went outside and he burst in laughter*
it was actually the sound of thunders -.-
how lame can i get, seriously? LOL.
we ran in the rain all the way to Esplanade. well Yat asked me to wear his thick hoodie so i wouldnt get wet and we was drenched.
reached Esplanade bridge and decided to stop for awhile to smoke. there were maaaannyyyy people and lil primary school kids cause they were there for the NDP rehearsal.
about 30 mins later the rain stopped for abit and we walked to inside Esplanade. while otw walking there i scared lil primary school kids caught in the drizzle. i randomly just shouted at them and they looked at me like im a retard -.-
then we walked and walked all around Esplanade and skated on the slippery floor a lil. im afraid of falling on cold hard floors! it was raining what do you expect? LOL.
then walked to Marina 7-11 and bought Slurpee and chocolates ^.^
walked to the legendary Cermin and found Eshia, Syaza and gang there. saw Fir, F, and whoever else idk their names. hung out with them kiddos for awhile (they're like 16? 17? but they look sooo young O.o) and took group photos.
Around 10pm we walked to City Hall with them.
parted ways with Eshia and gang and bused home to BB. and here i am :)
peekchures will be up later. not much tho. am tired.
k da bye.
Friday, July 10, 2009
too many peekchurs so i'll just put 3 memorable ones :D
me and Yat memorable peekchurs. he so doesnt look like a Poly student la but he's my closest guy friend anw so shut up :D
lotsa luuurve Yat!
lotsa luuurve Yat!
yo Alex <33
i hope you like it mate. may not be as perfect as you wanted but at least i did it. lol. and i took this after i showered. LOL.
im uglehhhhhh. heh. <3
K da bye.
I fucking hate you.
time check: 12.44pm
sigh. sometimes i hate my mum. a few hours ago, she asked me to fetch my sister from school. i said okay, since she left $10 for me. i forgot the way there so i called her. she shouted at me like im a nobody to her. she kept saying im fucking useless, cant even fetch my sister from school. i said i just forgot the way what. then she gave me confusing directions and got me even moree confused.
convo between me and my mum:
mum: 'next time you fetch your sister from school everyday, not go out as if you got no meaning in life.'
me: 'eh, mum. i go out not to enjoy okayy. i was out jobhunting. everytime im out its either im jobhunting or at least, trying to look for a job cause i know how hard its is for you as a single mum.'
mum: ' yalah. go look for a job or go out with boyfriend? then when you look for a job, you wear shorts??'
me: ' i dont have time for a boyfriend, mum. what i wear, it doesnt matter. its just looking for a job, not going for an interview. if im going for an interview, i'll obviously wear something nice. Nevermind uh you just go fetch her im not in the mood alr.'
then i just hung up the phone. seriously. at least im trying my fucking best to get a job and all she does is degrade me and losing hope in me. well she might lose hope but i feel like giving up just to please her, my own mother.
well from now, i dont wanna live to please anyone. not even my mum.
i dont live to impress people. cliche? I dont think so.
i just wanna be happy, leading a normal life. is that so hard to ask for?
she can hate me all she want and i dont wanna fucking care anymore. she sees me as a no lifer who bums around at home. well i dont bum around at home. im out everyday to look for work but this bloody singapore is giving me shitty shit. im on the verge of giving up looking for a job.
or maybe its just cause of singapore la. even my friends who have a diploma in business finances have been looking for a job for nearly a year and they still cant land themselves a decent job.
oh well fuck you singapore and mr president _|_
sigh. sometimes i hate my mum. a few hours ago, she asked me to fetch my sister from school. i said okay, since she left $10 for me. i forgot the way there so i called her. she shouted at me like im a nobody to her. she kept saying im fucking useless, cant even fetch my sister from school. i said i just forgot the way what. then she gave me confusing directions and got me even moree confused.
convo between me and my mum:
mum: 'next time you fetch your sister from school everyday, not go out as if you got no meaning in life.'
me: 'eh, mum. i go out not to enjoy okayy. i was out jobhunting. everytime im out its either im jobhunting or at least, trying to look for a job cause i know how hard its is for you as a single mum.'
mum: ' yalah. go look for a job or go out with boyfriend? then when you look for a job, you wear shorts??'
me: ' i dont have time for a boyfriend, mum. what i wear, it doesnt matter. its just looking for a job, not going for an interview. if im going for an interview, i'll obviously wear something nice. Nevermind uh you just go fetch her im not in the mood alr.'
then i just hung up the phone. seriously. at least im trying my fucking best to get a job and all she does is degrade me and losing hope in me. well she might lose hope but i feel like giving up just to please her, my own mother.
well from now, i dont wanna live to please anyone. not even my mum.
i dont live to impress people. cliche? I dont think so.
i just wanna be happy, leading a normal life. is that so hard to ask for?
she can hate me all she want and i dont wanna fucking care anymore. she sees me as a no lifer who bums around at home. well i dont bum around at home. im out everyday to look for work but this bloody singapore is giving me shitty shit. im on the verge of giving up looking for a job.
or maybe its just cause of singapore la. even my friends who have a diploma in business finances have been looking for a job for nearly a year and they still cant land themselves a decent job.
oh well fuck you singapore and mr president _|_
OMG I GOT MOHAWK! :D
time check: 12.07am
i did a mohawk and walked 5km today from Bukit Gombak to CCK!! XD
met Yat around 5 plus, walked to CCK! yes we walked. not took the bus but WALKED! took us an hour but it was okehh :D
had fun while walking. a jogger let out a huge urh sigh i guess and we laughed cause it sounded like he was having sex. LOmafuckingL!
reached CCK and took chocolates. sigh. when am i gna stop th habit?? gawdd.
then walked to Lot 1 and waited for the fucker and gave him back th tics. but like wtf we walked 5km and we just walked off after taking the tics. we were dead by the time we sat down to eat.
then went to the library to use th computer then we bused home.
reached BG and sat down for a smoke, searched for funny lyrics by NOFX and laughed to the song lyrics of Eddie, Bruce and Paul, Lisa & Louise, New Boobs and err i forgot. LOL.
then i decided to create a mohawk. i swear it looked so effin cooool laaa! XD Yat says i look hot w a mohawk but yeh :/
yay i never knew i end up w a mohawk. LOL.
and walked 5 fuckin km to CCK.
k da bye.
i did a mohawk and walked 5km today from Bukit Gombak to CCK!! XD
met Yat around 5 plus, walked to CCK! yes we walked. not took the bus but WALKED! took us an hour but it was okehh :D
had fun while walking. a jogger let out a huge urh sigh i guess and we laughed cause it sounded like he was having sex. LOmafuckingL!
reached CCK and took chocolates. sigh. when am i gna stop th habit?? gawdd.
then walked to Lot 1 and waited for the fucker and gave him back th tics. but like wtf we walked 5km and we just walked off after taking the tics. we were dead by the time we sat down to eat.
then went to the library to use th computer then we bused home.
reached BG and sat down for a smoke, searched for funny lyrics by NOFX and laughed to the song lyrics of Eddie, Bruce and Paul, Lisa & Louise, New Boobs and err i forgot. LOL.
then i decided to create a mohawk. i swear it looked so effin cooool laaa! XD Yat says i look hot w a mohawk but yeh :/
yay i never knew i end up w a mohawk. LOL.
and walked 5 fuckin km to CCK.
k da bye.
Thursday, July 9, 2009
Doopeedeedoopohhnooo
time check: 12.58am.
im watching Michael Jackson Memorial on tv. its the first time i cried when the King of Pop died. R.I.P Michael.
legends never die :D
anw, today another bad day la. met Yat then we had our late lunch. then we got sued by NEA officers cause we throw ciggarette butt on th floor. cheebai. what more bad luck can we get.
and we got sued for 300 fucking bucks. fuck la fuckk.
planned to save $7 a day. sure can one la :)
other than that, bused to town and pkayed GTA on the bus. lucky there weren't anyone who tried to shut us up. if there is, i'll fuck that fucker upside down.
then smoke our day away and hung around Raffles/Bugis/City Hall. town is so boring nowadays. sigh.
where have all the culture kids gone to? lol.
then went to 7-11 at Bugis and took 2 HUUUUGE mushroom swiss burgers and bought Big Gulp.
sat outside SMU and ate. there was some indie/alternative music gig thingy and the music was goooood ^.^
then walked to Esplanade at night. too many couples and we sorta made fun of the bangla construction workers. damn funny la :D
then he piggybacked me around Esplanade and we behaved like lil kids cause he kept swinging me and i nearly fell so most of the time i was screaming in his ears and biting his fleshy arms :D
then about 10pm we bused back to BB and reached at around 11pm.
then took chocolates again and ate cup noodles.
and walked to BG and Seperated from there.
here i am now, blogging like theres no tommorrow (wtf la.)
insomnia is teh new shit yo :D
k idk what else to blog about aledy. gg to CCK today to give Thomas the Raw With Me tics back. sigh.
gonna be broke as fuckk to help Yat raise 300 bucks by next month.
bad week, bad week :(
i need a life. can anyone get me my life?
im watching Michael Jackson Memorial on tv. its the first time i cried when the King of Pop died. R.I.P Michael.
legends never die :D
anw, today another bad day la. met Yat then we had our late lunch. then we got sued by NEA officers cause we throw ciggarette butt on th floor. cheebai. what more bad luck can we get.
and we got sued for 300 fucking bucks. fuck la fuckk.
planned to save $7 a day. sure can one la :)
other than that, bused to town and pkayed GTA on the bus. lucky there weren't anyone who tried to shut us up. if there is, i'll fuck that fucker upside down.
then smoke our day away and hung around Raffles/Bugis/City Hall. town is so boring nowadays. sigh.
where have all the culture kids gone to? lol.
then went to 7-11 at Bugis and took 2 HUUUUGE mushroom swiss burgers and bought Big Gulp.
sat outside SMU and ate. there was some indie/alternative music gig thingy and the music was goooood ^.^
then walked to Esplanade at night. too many couples and we sorta made fun of the bangla construction workers. damn funny la :D
then he piggybacked me around Esplanade and we behaved like lil kids cause he kept swinging me and i nearly fell so most of the time i was screaming in his ears and biting his fleshy arms :D
then about 10pm we bused back to BB and reached at around 11pm.
then took chocolates again and ate cup noodles.
and walked to BG and Seperated from there.
here i am now, blogging like theres no tommorrow (wtf la.)
insomnia is teh new shit yo :D
k idk what else to blog about aledy. gg to CCK today to give Thomas the Raw With Me tics back. sigh.
gonna be broke as fuckk to help Yat raise 300 bucks by next month.
bad week, bad week :(
i need a life. can anyone get me my life?
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Bed bugs and flying anteaters :D
time check: 12.10am. im early today. hees.
dont wanna elaborate what happened on Monday. i swear it was sway as fuck. urgh. now trauma already. cheebai.
well today, met Yat and got news that we're not playing for the 11th of July gig, Raw With Me at FAD Media. apparently, its because the drummer is tooooo waayy busy with clubbing and lost interest in playing in a band and the bassist says he cant commit. wtff i was fucking pissed. bus-ed to Jurong and not talking to Yat cause i was just too pissed. like wtff im so hyped up for perfroming my first gig in 2 years and now we're not playing cause of the two mafucking idiots that backed out. cheebaii. how the fuck am i to face the people i told that i was performing? well its best to tell the truth.
fuck what you think. fuck what you heard. its all about respect.
at least we're playing on the 26th of July at Crawlspace. Gig name: Culture X. playing with bands of all genre from death to ska :D CANT WAIT. Yay meeee! ^.^v
hmm not much to do now. other than msning and myspaceing, my life's a bore.
im just tired from all the drama that has been happening. im tired of hearing the same excuses.
im tired of using the same cliched word.
im tired of life.
im tired of having good, close friends, then get ditched just cause they've found new, better friends to have fun with.
im tired of YOU people.
i need a break.
i need a breather.
put me on a hamock and let me swing my life away in the smooth sea breeze that i've been longing to feel.
let me sleep without having to worry about anything, anything at all.
let me smile like i have nothing to lose, nothing to worry about.
let me laugh without feeling uneasy.
let me be myself.
let me feel at ease, for once.
dont wanna elaborate what happened on Monday. i swear it was sway as fuck. urgh. now trauma already. cheebai.
well today, met Yat and got news that we're not playing for the 11th of July gig, Raw With Me at FAD Media. apparently, its because the drummer is tooooo waayy busy with clubbing and lost interest in playing in a band and the bassist says he cant commit. wtff i was fucking pissed. bus-ed to Jurong and not talking to Yat cause i was just too pissed. like wtff im so hyped up for perfroming my first gig in 2 years and now we're not playing cause of the two mafucking idiots that backed out. cheebaii. how the fuck am i to face the people i told that i was performing? well its best to tell the truth.
fuck what you think. fuck what you heard. its all about respect.
at least we're playing on the 26th of July at Crawlspace. Gig name: Culture X. playing with bands of all genre from death to ska :D CANT WAIT. Yay meeee! ^.^v
hmm not much to do now. other than msning and myspaceing, my life's a bore.
im just tired from all the drama that has been happening. im tired of hearing the same excuses.
im tired of using the same cliched word.
im tired of life.
im tired of having good, close friends, then get ditched just cause they've found new, better friends to have fun with.
im tired of YOU people.
i need a break.
i need a breather.
put me on a hamock and let me swing my life away in the smooth sea breeze that i've been longing to feel.
let me sleep without having to worry about anything, anything at all.
let me smile like i have nothing to lose, nothing to worry about.
let me laugh without feeling uneasy.
let me be myself.
let me feel at ease, for once.
Monday, July 6, 2009
2nd post for the day.
time check: 1.39am.
i know i blogged alrdy but there are somemore thing i forgot to add.
While otw home on the bus just now with Yat, we were reaching in 15mins and enjoying ourselves playing GTA on PSP. there werent many people in the bus so we let it all out, having fun and all. then a cheena beeetch with slits for eyes combined with a super fucked up face stared at us and shouted at us saying 'can you just shut up?!'
i stared at her and called her a fucking whore. she looked to the front. nabey. liddat aslo want to be angry. cheebye.
then i shouted at her, calling her a cheena with no balls and all the vulgarities came out.
then she was toying with her hair. i said loudly and sarcasticaly 'you think you're so preety uh. even my grandma looks better than you.'
then Yat calmed me down and i swear i wanted to kick her in the fucking face.
sigh. its not wrong to have fun right. seriously. you ask us to shut up when we're having fun. like wtf you're such an unfun person to be with no wonder that boyfriend of yours sitting beside you never spoke a word to you. because he knows you would obviously ask him to shut up.
you fucking stereotypical bimbo daughter of a fucking whore.
double sigh. why arent Singaporeans open minded? from the way i see it now, having a lil fun can embarass Singaporeans. dude, i can even act like a complete retard infront of a bunch of hot white skater dudes without feeling a tad bit embarassed.
i dont care of what people think of me cause i am being myself.
like me for who i am, not what im not, is so cliche.
i'd prefer to say nothing at all.
just look and observe. like what you see, good. dont like what you see, fuck off.
my/Yat's version of 'fun' is acting like complete retards, piggyback and run all around town screaming 'we're cool and you're not!', pick up ciggies from bins when we run out of smokes, pick up food on the streets when we're broke as fuck, make fun of banglas and imagining things that are bound to happen in real life and try to re-enact it and laugh about absolutely everything.
too bad Singaporeans arent like me and Yat. what can i say, each individual is different. but majority of Singaporean kids are boriiiiiiiiing. i'd like to make more white friends so i can have my kinda fun, not the boriiiiiing kinda fun. ya get ma drift?
k da bye.
i know i blogged alrdy but there are somemore thing i forgot to add.
While otw home on the bus just now with Yat, we were reaching in 15mins and enjoying ourselves playing GTA on PSP. there werent many people in the bus so we let it all out, having fun and all. then a cheena beeetch with slits for eyes combined with a super fucked up face stared at us and shouted at us saying 'can you just shut up?!'
i stared at her and called her a fucking whore. she looked to the front. nabey. liddat aslo want to be angry. cheebye.
then i shouted at her, calling her a cheena with no balls and all the vulgarities came out.
then she was toying with her hair. i said loudly and sarcasticaly 'you think you're so preety uh. even my grandma looks better than you.'
then Yat calmed me down and i swear i wanted to kick her in the fucking face.
sigh. its not wrong to have fun right. seriously. you ask us to shut up when we're having fun. like wtf you're such an unfun person to be with no wonder that boyfriend of yours sitting beside you never spoke a word to you. because he knows you would obviously ask him to shut up.
you fucking stereotypical bimbo daughter of a fucking whore.
double sigh. why arent Singaporeans open minded? from the way i see it now, having a lil fun can embarass Singaporeans. dude, i can even act like a complete retard infront of a bunch of hot white skater dudes without feeling a tad bit embarassed.
i dont care of what people think of me cause i am being myself.
like me for who i am, not what im not, is so cliche.
i'd prefer to say nothing at all.
just look and observe. like what you see, good. dont like what you see, fuck off.
my/Yat's version of 'fun' is acting like complete retards, piggyback and run all around town screaming 'we're cool and you're not!', pick up ciggies from bins when we run out of smokes, pick up food on the streets when we're broke as fuck, make fun of banglas and imagining things that are bound to happen in real life and try to re-enact it and laugh about absolutely everything.
too bad Singaporeans arent like me and Yat. what can i say, each individual is different. but majority of Singaporean kids are boriiiiiiiiing. i'd like to make more white friends so i can have my kinda fun, not the boriiiiiing kinda fun. ya get ma drift?
k da bye.
Its tha doooooope yaw! Wtf.
time check: 1.08am
listening to: Mila Ayuhara-My Girlfriend Left Me, Lets Masturbate.
(name of the song seriously tak perlu. LOL)
met Yat around uhm 2pm then bus-ed to Bugis. walked to Raffles Hospital Banquet even tho it was raining heavily. i was wet and shivering from the cold thank god i bought me sweater.
slippery and had to grab Yat's shirt and it nearly tore :D cause me and him were wearing slippers and didnt know it was going to rain. lol.
went to Raffles Hospital Banquet to meet Arif and Alip first. then walked to Beats Merchant and met Guns Are For Losers bandmate, idunnohisname.
i thought i lost the tics which me and Yat kecoh rabak looking for it in our bags and got to know i left it at home -.-'
idunnohisname left the place feeling rather pissed i suppose.
then today have to go to Pasir Ris and give them the tics instead.
didnt tell Safiye or Arif about it cause scared kena fuck upside down.
then while jamming i was in no mood to talk or joke around cause i kept thinking where the hell i put the tics.
sang the new original as guest vocals. forgot how it goes and i stopped halway through the breakdown. nabey.
after that i saw GoreGirl came in with her friend while i was sitting at the sofa. random people i know keep popping by. lol.
then chilled at the coffee shop. then joke here and there and we walked to Bugis Junction.
seperated with Safiye and Alif so it was me, Yat and Yat's friend, Alip.
bought double cheeseburger and sat outside the shopping center. talk and smoke. Alip went off then me and Yat went to some 7-11 near SMU and took 2 huge burgers while Yat bought ice lemon tea. sat somewhere in SMU and ate.
damn yummehhh :D
then around 10pm we bus-ed home to Gombak and seperated from there.
today is gonna be one hell of a tiring day i swear. gonna like, travel from west to east then to central then to west again. sigh.
i miss my late grandma laaa.
and i need a effin job la people. hire me can? :D
k da bye.
listening to: Mila Ayuhara-My Girlfriend Left Me, Lets Masturbate.
(name of the song seriously tak perlu. LOL)
met Yat around uhm 2pm then bus-ed to Bugis. walked to Raffles Hospital Banquet even tho it was raining heavily. i was wet and shivering from the cold thank god i bought me sweater.
slippery and had to grab Yat's shirt and it nearly tore :D cause me and him were wearing slippers and didnt know it was going to rain. lol.
went to Raffles Hospital Banquet to meet Arif and Alip first. then walked to Beats Merchant and met Guns Are For Losers bandmate, idunnohisname.
i thought i lost the tics which me and Yat kecoh rabak looking for it in our bags and got to know i left it at home -.-'
idunnohisname left the place feeling rather pissed i suppose.
then today have to go to Pasir Ris and give them the tics instead.
didnt tell Safiye or Arif about it cause scared kena fuck upside down.
then while jamming i was in no mood to talk or joke around cause i kept thinking where the hell i put the tics.
sang the new original as guest vocals. forgot how it goes and i stopped halway through the breakdown. nabey.
after that i saw GoreGirl came in with her friend while i was sitting at the sofa. random people i know keep popping by. lol.
then chilled at the coffee shop. then joke here and there and we walked to Bugis Junction.
seperated with Safiye and Alif so it was me, Yat and Yat's friend, Alip.
bought double cheeseburger and sat outside the shopping center. talk and smoke. Alip went off then me and Yat went to some 7-11 near SMU and took 2 huge burgers while Yat bought ice lemon tea. sat somewhere in SMU and ate.
damn yummehhh :D
then around 10pm we bus-ed home to Gombak and seperated from there.
today is gonna be one hell of a tiring day i swear. gonna like, travel from west to east then to central then to west again. sigh.
i miss my late grandma laaa.
and i need a effin job la people. hire me can? :D
k da bye.
Sunday, July 5, 2009
Dont go. Please.
time check: 2.31am
im tired. supaaa tired. urgh.
yesterday met Yat around 1.30pm. ate lunch and bus-ed to Bugis. Yat jammed with 5 Minutes Late. but before the rest of the bandmates arrived we acted stupid with my super loose cut off jeans.
it was so loose that when i walked for 2 metres, it would slip down to my thigh -___-' forgot to wear belt uhh. lol. lucky wore boxers. heh.
then we took pictures. want to upload to this blog but its mf mafan uh sorry yaahh ^.^
then it was alr 5pm so we went in first. i played around with the drums for less then 5 mins and the
rest came aledy plus Andi so i watched them play punkrock for 2 solid hours!
they played uh Finch, MCfuckingR, Blink 182, Straightforward and uhh another one i forgot.
then me, Yat and Andi left the place around 7.30pm and walked to SMU 7-11 and took sandwiches.
walked to Scape and met Safiye and Arif there. other band people filled up forms.
then wanted to go Break The Chains but we were too late that it was A Vacant Affair playing and it was the last band. sedihh :(
went to take MC16 shirts from Liya (sad), wished Sofie a happy birthday and then saw GoreGirl, Era, Zeerotika and a few more i dunno their names.
chatted with GoreGirl for awhile. she fun uhh :D
then around 10pm we left the place and bus-ed to Gombak.
went to grab instant noodles at 7-11 at BB interchange. then while filling hot boiling water in the cup, the water thingy broke down on us. wtf.
then we asked the makcik at the cashier if we can fill in tap water then we put in microwave. she said ok.
so we did. we were stupid so we put two instant noodle cup in the microwave and heated it up.
guess what?
THE INSTANT NOODLE CUPS CAUGHT ON FIRE. KNNCB.
the other staff saw and help us throw away the cup noodle.
like wtff i spent 4 fucking bucks on cup noodles and i didnt get to eat it.
Yat and i were alr very pissed at that point so we walked out straight while i was cursing like fuck.
went to Cheers and got ourselves another cup noodle and lucky got hot water.
went outside Cheers and ate.
then we walked back to Gombak and seperated from there.
LIYA, if you're reading this, just wanna say you have changed alot. when we met at Scape, you didnt smile nor hugged me. you just gave me the shirt and i asked you some questions but you didnt look at me. you didnt asked me to stay and accompany you like you always did. after i took the shirt and wished Sofie a happy birthday, i just left. i was mad that you didnt care anymore. you didnt even asked how was i. then when i came back again to look for you, you were sitting at the curb with your new found friends and didnt bother to call out my name when i was directly opposite you. you didnt even wave. when i went over to ask you for a stick of ciggarette you just said you didnt have any and gave me a look that i didnt like. a look that says i disgust you. wtf? then when you passed by me when you were about to leave Scape, you didnt even come and hug me and bid goodbye. like you always do. at least Mondre and Era and did. in fact, they were the only ones who seem to regard me as their friend. but you just waved and continued walking with your new found friends. i was alr sad and pissed when you showed that you dont need me as a friend anymore.
you've changed, my dear friend.
k i haveta wake up early today so nightnight nightowls! :D
im tired. supaaa tired. urgh.
yesterday met Yat around 1.30pm. ate lunch and bus-ed to Bugis. Yat jammed with 5 Minutes Late. but before the rest of the bandmates arrived we acted stupid with my super loose cut off jeans.
it was so loose that when i walked for 2 metres, it would slip down to my thigh -___-' forgot to wear belt uhh. lol. lucky wore boxers. heh.
then we took pictures. want to upload to this blog but its mf mafan uh sorry yaahh ^.^
then it was alr 5pm so we went in first. i played around with the drums for less then 5 mins and the
rest came aledy plus Andi so i watched them play punkrock for 2 solid hours!
they played uh Finch, MCfuckingR, Blink 182, Straightforward and uhh another one i forgot.
then me, Yat and Andi left the place around 7.30pm and walked to SMU 7-11 and took sandwiches.
walked to Scape and met Safiye and Arif there. other band people filled up forms.
then wanted to go Break The Chains but we were too late that it was A Vacant Affair playing and it was the last band. sedihh :(
went to take MC16 shirts from Liya (sad), wished Sofie a happy birthday and then saw GoreGirl, Era, Zeerotika and a few more i dunno their names.
chatted with GoreGirl for awhile. she fun uhh :D
then around 10pm we left the place and bus-ed to Gombak.
went to grab instant noodles at 7-11 at BB interchange. then while filling hot boiling water in the cup, the water thingy broke down on us. wtf.
then we asked the makcik at the cashier if we can fill in tap water then we put in microwave. she said ok.
so we did. we were stupid so we put two instant noodle cup in the microwave and heated it up.
guess what?
THE INSTANT NOODLE CUPS CAUGHT ON FIRE. KNNCB.
the other staff saw and help us throw away the cup noodle.
like wtff i spent 4 fucking bucks on cup noodles and i didnt get to eat it.
Yat and i were alr very pissed at that point so we walked out straight while i was cursing like fuck.
went to Cheers and got ourselves another cup noodle and lucky got hot water.
went outside Cheers and ate.
then we walked back to Gombak and seperated from there.
LIYA, if you're reading this, just wanna say you have changed alot. when we met at Scape, you didnt smile nor hugged me. you just gave me the shirt and i asked you some questions but you didnt look at me. you didnt asked me to stay and accompany you like you always did. after i took the shirt and wished Sofie a happy birthday, i just left. i was mad that you didnt care anymore. you didnt even asked how was i. then when i came back again to look for you, you were sitting at the curb with your new found friends and didnt bother to call out my name when i was directly opposite you. you didnt even wave. when i went over to ask you for a stick of ciggarette you just said you didnt have any and gave me a look that i didnt like. a look that says i disgust you. wtf? then when you passed by me when you were about to leave Scape, you didnt even come and hug me and bid goodbye. like you always do. at least Mondre and Era and did. in fact, they were the only ones who seem to regard me as their friend. but you just waved and continued walking with your new found friends. i was alr sad and pissed when you showed that you dont need me as a friend anymore.
you've changed, my dear friend.
k i haveta wake up early today so nightnight nightowls! :D
Saturday, July 4, 2009
Untitled
time check: 1.41am.
whoo. i just came back 30 mins ago :)
tired as hell cause i had my girly thing. lol.
met Yat around 5pm. ate late lunch then bus-ed to Bugis. walked to 7-11 near Beats to grab some chocolates and walked over to Crawlspace for the gig and met Yat's friends there.
Half Asleep and Ever After came across the borders to perform. Misissued, 20 Dischanger and Random Arrival as well.
there were 2 white 40 year old plus french doods there with long hair. they were headbanging to 20 Dischanger and Random Arrival songs O.o
we laughed cause the way they headbang with their looooong bushy hair [which i find awesomely coool]/legs shaking seriously tak perlu.
respected them cause they stood out from the crowd.
they sorta moshed with some punks/punkrockers.
then me, Yat and his friends, Safyie and Arif went out for a smoke halfway during Random Arrival's set cause they were boring as fuck.
ate my Cadbury chocolates :D
didnt get to see Half Asleep and Ever After perform cause it was late and scared got no more train :(
around 10pm me and Yat moved off to CityHall to eat tuna sandwiches and macaroni and cheese :D
trained home.
great day, great day :)
BREAK THE CHAINS, HERE I COME :D
im tired so i'll blog later on so nights people!
whoo. i just came back 30 mins ago :)
tired as hell cause i had my girly thing. lol.
met Yat around 5pm. ate late lunch then bus-ed to Bugis. walked to 7-11 near Beats to grab some chocolates and walked over to Crawlspace for the gig and met Yat's friends there.
Half Asleep and Ever After came across the borders to perform. Misissued, 20 Dischanger and Random Arrival as well.
there were 2 white 40 year old plus french doods there with long hair. they were headbanging to 20 Dischanger and Random Arrival songs O.o
we laughed cause the way they headbang with their looooong bushy hair [which i find awesomely coool]/legs shaking seriously tak perlu.
respected them cause they stood out from the crowd.
they sorta moshed with some punks/punkrockers.
then me, Yat and his friends, Safyie and Arif went out for a smoke halfway during Random Arrival's set cause they were boring as fuck.
ate my Cadbury chocolates :D
didnt get to see Half Asleep and Ever After perform cause it was late and scared got no more train :(
around 10pm me and Yat moved off to CityHall to eat tuna sandwiches and macaroni and cheese :D
trained home.
great day, great day :)
BREAK THE CHAINS, HERE I COME :D
im tired so i'll blog later on so nights people!
Friday, July 3, 2009
Facebook suckballs
time check: 2.27am
i feel sick eating the Cadbury Tiramisu aledy. urgh.
bby's driving around Singapore with his friends :) lol.
i feel so empty when grandma isnt here anymore. i feel like i dont have anyone to relate to. mum couldnt give a fuck to listen to what i have to say cause she keeps shutting me up by putting me down all the fucking time.
at least grandma would understand what im going through. at least she bothered to listen. at least she gave me a hug once in a while and would say 'sayang cucu nenek'. the way she says that makes me smile like the happiest girl in the world. but now i have no one to talk family related stuffs to and no one would actually understand what im going through.
no, this is not another whiny 'oh my life just suck' post. this is me explaining my situation/feelings about loosing someone. you people dont know shit about my life so shut up.
i think mum is being a flirt. she comes home before 5am everyfuckingday and she would say i dont know how to do housechores, by which i always did everyday before i go out. i shall never be like her and i will never look up to her.
i have my own goals and plans in life and im not going to end up working in a factory with no direction in life and end up marrying some mat motor who is abusive as fuck.
my mum behaves like a fucking whore with all those revealing clothes a mum shouldnt wear and all the guys she flirts around with. late at night, i could hear her phone ringing and her high pitch laughter and constant words like 'sayang you la' and her girly giggling which is so not needed for a 40 year old mum. by this age, she should taubat but nooooo she still behaves wildly like a teenager. tell me, is she the kind of mother to respect, to look up to? HELL NO.
people tell me to respect my mum. fuck you. no fucking way until she change her lifestyle.
i plan to take up more courses after i get my private diploma and set up my own company and be a successful career woman. i'll get married at the age of 25 to a caring, devoted, loving husband who is NOT abusive. and if my future husband ever lay a finger on me for the slightest mistakes i make, the divorce papers will be in the mail the next day.
now that is my past and my future :)
i feel sick eating the Cadbury Tiramisu aledy. urgh.
bby's driving around Singapore with his friends :) lol.
i feel so empty when grandma isnt here anymore. i feel like i dont have anyone to relate to. mum couldnt give a fuck to listen to what i have to say cause she keeps shutting me up by putting me down all the fucking time.
at least grandma would understand what im going through. at least she bothered to listen. at least she gave me a hug once in a while and would say 'sayang cucu nenek'. the way she says that makes me smile like the happiest girl in the world. but now i have no one to talk family related stuffs to and no one would actually understand what im going through.
no, this is not another whiny 'oh my life just suck' post. this is me explaining my situation/feelings about loosing someone. you people dont know shit about my life so shut up.
i think mum is being a flirt. she comes home before 5am everyfuckingday and she would say i dont know how to do housechores, by which i always did everyday before i go out. i shall never be like her and i will never look up to her.
i have my own goals and plans in life and im not going to end up working in a factory with no direction in life and end up marrying some mat motor who is abusive as fuck.
my mum behaves like a fucking whore with all those revealing clothes a mum shouldnt wear and all the guys she flirts around with. late at night, i could hear her phone ringing and her high pitch laughter and constant words like 'sayang you la' and her girly giggling which is so not needed for a 40 year old mum. by this age, she should taubat but nooooo she still behaves wildly like a teenager. tell me, is she the kind of mother to respect, to look up to? HELL NO.
people tell me to respect my mum. fuck you. no fucking way until she change her lifestyle.
i plan to take up more courses after i get my private diploma and set up my own company and be a successful career woman. i'll get married at the age of 25 to a caring, devoted, loving husband who is NOT abusive. and if my future husband ever lay a finger on me for the slightest mistakes i make, the divorce papers will be in the mail the next day.
now that is my past and my future :)
Gimme a title for this post.
time check: 12.16am
im munching on Cadbury Tiramisu nowww :D
mmhmm it tastes so goooooood hahahaha lolx.
well Yat obviously forgot to text me that he reached home most prolly cause i asked him to keep my 3 packs of Marlboro with him in case mum finds out -_____-'
met Yat today around 5pm. bus-ed to Woodlands to meet Safyie and Arif. Met them then lepak at Civic. help Safyie put in the long thingy for the tags then me and Yat grabbed Takoyaki :D my fave yumyum heeheeeeeee!
then i got a text from Jowel's dad that he is in the hospital. i texted the dad again to tell me what happened but the dad say he cant tell anyone. nabeyy cheebye.
got worried. got to know its just some really bad bruises and lost some tissue in the leg. fuck la suspensekan orang je -_____-'
get well soon k Jowel. i'll pray for your recovery ^.^
then around 9 we bus-ed back to Gombak.
then me and Yat kecoh in the bus cause he play Grand Theft Auto on psp. lolx. laughter is the world's best medicine :D
cliche but whatever alright?
boring day cause i was still having the flu and headache abit cause i smoke too much :/
kk today got gig later at Crawlspace. see ya doods there. nights.
im munching on Cadbury Tiramisu nowww :D
mmhmm it tastes so goooooood hahahaha lolx.
well Yat obviously forgot to text me that he reached home most prolly cause i asked him to keep my 3 packs of Marlboro with him in case mum finds out -_____-'
met Yat today around 5pm. bus-ed to Woodlands to meet Safyie and Arif. Met them then lepak at Civic. help Safyie put in the long thingy for the tags then me and Yat grabbed Takoyaki :D my fave yumyum heeheeeeeee!
then i got a text from Jowel's dad that he is in the hospital. i texted the dad again to tell me what happened but the dad say he cant tell anyone. nabeyy cheebye.
got worried. got to know its just some really bad bruises and lost some tissue in the leg. fuck la suspensekan orang je -_____-'
get well soon k Jowel. i'll pray for your recovery ^.^
then around 9 we bus-ed back to Gombak.
then me and Yat kecoh in the bus cause he play Grand Theft Auto on psp. lolx. laughter is the world's best medicine :D
cliche but whatever alright?
boring day cause i was still having the flu and headache abit cause i smoke too much :/
kk today got gig later at Crawlspace. see ya doods there. nights.
Thursday, July 2, 2009
Mosquito bites and YouTube
time check: 2.47fuckingam.
MSN and Myspace's getting boring. people add me up but dont talk might as well i fuckin delete them off.
and im gg off to sleep soooon after watching Style By Jury :D
and zxomfg i found a carton of contraband Marlboro reds in a plastic bag in my mom's room! :D :D :D
ahhhhh happy aledyy *jumps around*
and uhh i took 3 boxes to, if possible, last me till Saturday :D :D :D
hope mom doesnt find out. lolx.
YouTube dont work on e71, except if i use it on unsecured wireless shit that is -____-' if i can use YoufuckingTube, i prolly wont be blogging at this moment.
andandand its been 2 months since i last found ciggies in the house! you know how fucking rare/surprising it is to find it in my mom's room????? O.O
oooooh she smokes hell yeah.
i have a mom who has tatoos, who smokes and drinks but doesnt want to admit heheheheheheheh :p
my mom is waaaaaaaaay coooooooler than yours, dickheads.
she's the worse mum any kid can have [cause she neglects me financially/emotionally. arh.] but she's the cool mum any kid would want to have.
LOmuthafuckinL.
how contradicting is that -____-'
me and Yat are the JUS! [Jiwe Undersize Slippers/Selipar] :D
oh and no translation for this one. go figure!
and yeah im bored so shut up.
k nightynight urhm beeyotches :)
MSN and Myspace's getting boring. people add me up but dont talk might as well i fuckin delete them off.
and im gg off to sleep soooon after watching Style By Jury :D
and zxomfg i found a carton of contraband Marlboro reds in a plastic bag in my mom's room! :D :D :D
ahhhhh happy aledyy *jumps around*
and uhh i took 3 boxes to, if possible, last me till Saturday :D :D :D
hope mom doesnt find out. lolx.
YouTube dont work on e71, except if i use it on unsecured wireless shit that is -____-' if i can use YoufuckingTube, i prolly wont be blogging at this moment.
andandand its been 2 months since i last found ciggies in the house! you know how fucking rare/surprising it is to find it in my mom's room????? O.O
oooooh she smokes hell yeah.
i have a mom who has tatoos, who smokes and drinks but doesnt want to admit heheheheheheheh :p
my mom is waaaaaaaaay coooooooler than yours, dickheads.
she's the worse mum any kid can have [cause she neglects me financially/emotionally. arh.] but she's the cool mum any kid would want to have.
LOmuthafuckinL.
how contradicting is that -____-'
me and Yat are the JUS! [Jiwe Undersize Slippers/Selipar] :D
oh and no translation for this one. go figure!
and yeah im bored so shut up.
k nightynight urhm beeyotches :)
You think you're hot?
its 12.19am. wow im home earlyyyyy :D
well met Yat around 5pm, after he ended exams. bus-ed to Orchard and reached Scape around 6plus? then met Safyie and Arif and talked about the gig stuff. the tics turned out preety nicely ^.^
then Safyie wanted to get shades so we walked to Far East and surveyed there. after he bought his shades from 77th Street we went outside for OCK and smokes. sat literally beside OCK stall and we sorta overheard the convo between 2 bimbos, wearing supaaaa thick make-up and bimbo clothes hahahaha it goes like this:
bimbo 1: 'tak malu dier mintak my number. da muke bopeng, takde style plak tuu. eeee! [translation: 'he got no shame, ask for my number. face already pimply, then got no style some more. eeeee!']
bimbo 2: 'ah ah sey. at least Arif much better looking eyh!'
Yat: *talking to Arif, LOL-ing* hahahahaha asal Arif??
Arif: *blur and smoking* huh? ape?? [translation: huh?? what??]
obviously, the convo between the 2 bimbos were unrelated to our friend Arif, it was some Friendster guy. LOL.
seriously cant belive there are such people in the world. god they need to wake up and realise that looks are not important.
me and Yat were like zxomfg and talking loudly +sarcasticly about how people judge by looks and sooner, they moved seats and sat faaaaaar way from us -____-'
seriously, are looks so fucking important in finding a friend/ a special someone?? for my case, no. even if its a guy who looks like he works in a hawker center selling fried kuay teow. i mean, some on la guys. if looks are so important to you, why dont you just bloody hell move to the US and not come back?? if dont have money to go US, then be happy with what kind of girls you have here. its good enough that SOME girls here dont give a shit about looks. cause all we know is its all about the heart.
am very touched with Yat who bought me dinner on Tuesday night cause i was so sick i couldnt get outta bed. he had an exam and after that he rushed over to my place and bought me dinner even tho he was having a bad headache.
THANKS ALOT OKEHH YAT! I OWE YOU! :D
and f.y.i, Yat is NOT my boyfriend!!!
am currently listening to Waking The Cadaver on repeat -____-' random shit hahaha.
kk done blogging about bimbos. they make girls looks so fucking cheap when we know deep inside we're not.
fuckers with no life who judge by looks, go to fucking hell and have the Devil up your arses.
well met Yat around 5pm, after he ended exams. bus-ed to Orchard and reached Scape around 6plus? then met Safyie and Arif and talked about the gig stuff. the tics turned out preety nicely ^.^
then Safyie wanted to get shades so we walked to Far East and surveyed there. after he bought his shades from 77th Street we went outside for OCK and smokes. sat literally beside OCK stall and we sorta overheard the convo between 2 bimbos, wearing supaaaa thick make-up and bimbo clothes hahahaha it goes like this:
bimbo 1: 'tak malu dier mintak my number. da muke bopeng, takde style plak tuu. eeee! [translation: 'he got no shame, ask for my number. face already pimply, then got no style some more. eeeee!']
bimbo 2: 'ah ah sey. at least Arif much better looking eyh!'
Yat: *talking to Arif, LOL-ing* hahahahaha asal Arif??
Arif: *blur and smoking* huh? ape?? [translation: huh?? what??]
obviously, the convo between the 2 bimbos were unrelated to our friend Arif, it was some Friendster guy. LOL.
seriously cant belive there are such people in the world. god they need to wake up and realise that looks are not important.
me and Yat were like zxomfg and talking loudly +sarcasticly about how people judge by looks and sooner, they moved seats and sat faaaaaar way from us -____-'
seriously, are looks so fucking important in finding a friend/ a special someone?? for my case, no. even if its a guy who looks like he works in a hawker center selling fried kuay teow. i mean, some on la guys. if looks are so important to you, why dont you just bloody hell move to the US and not come back?? if dont have money to go US, then be happy with what kind of girls you have here. its good enough that SOME girls here dont give a shit about looks. cause all we know is its all about the heart.
am very touched with Yat who bought me dinner on Tuesday night cause i was so sick i couldnt get outta bed. he had an exam and after that he rushed over to my place and bought me dinner even tho he was having a bad headache.
THANKS ALOT OKEHH YAT! I OWE YOU! :D
and f.y.i, Yat is NOT my boyfriend!!!
am currently listening to Waking The Cadaver on repeat -____-' random shit hahaha.
kk done blogging about bimbos. they make girls looks so fucking cheap when we know deep inside we're not.
fuckers with no life who judge by looks, go to fucking hell and have the Devil up your arses.
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