Saturday, April 3, 2010

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am baaaaaack!!!
:D

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Mind over matter.

Hey,

I've learnt alot about what goes on behind presidential votings, the music industry, God and of course, why we're here.

Its so important to learn about these things rather than learning about whatever you stupid JC students learn in your textbooks.
I mean like, so what if you learn about what's hydrogen or monosodium dioxide and all that crapass knowledge but dont friggin know what's going on in the Middle East? Learning about these things can help you save your life other than wasting time in classrooms, stoning to the teacher's voice about gas pollution.

What do you people know about what's going on behind the evil works of the music industry?
What do you know about what goes on behing pesidential elections?
What do you know about how animals are killed, abused and tortured for your very own sick thoughts?
What do you know about cheap labour in China?
What do you know about being 'strict straightxedge' when you know in Singapore, you obviously can't be one?
What do you know about who or what controls the world' mind?

Nowadays, people are thinking of ways to spend or get money. Some for a good cause (aka medical bills, marriage), some for a bad cause like naive, stupid kids wil be thinking they can't wait to get their hands in daddy's wallet so they can spend on what? Unneccessary things that might damage your stupid thoughts thats already friggin stupid. Like money-eating capitalist designer labels. Or stupid shark fin soup. Or even that stupid venture-capitalist Vans and MacBeth shoes.
Music isn't something you just brought and sold, like a shoe. How could you be so naive? Doesn't mean you were young, you were stupid.

Where is your goddamn heads? Do you even know where the money goes to? Do you know how animals suffer while stupid people rip the skin off animals? Do you even give a damn about what people around the world go through jst to get through life everyday? And here you daddy's-little-princesses and mommy's-lil-boys spending like crazy to fulfill your wants. What about your needs? What about the people whom you call parents, suffering just to give you money everyday? What about the cheap labour that most companies use to sell clothings that looks so cheap but costs so much more than a movie ticket?

Where are your brains people? Dont depend on money and technology too much. It makes you plain dumb. It makes you forget how to think,write,calculate or even makes you forget about your RELIGION. Your religion is the most important thing even until Judgement Day.

Please give a thought to those people working very hard in China just to produce branded goods but being paid so litte, only enough for a meal a day, not even enough to provide for their family.
Please give a thought of where your money goes to before buying uneccessary products.
Please give a thought to the animals being ripped alive just for their skin and left to decompose and rot before purchasing branded animal skin things.

If you dont, you're nothing but a heartless piece of shit.

Anyway, my fiancee is working at the moment. And he's borrowing me his laptop so I can mess around with it since Im very boreddd. MSN is pure dumbness and so is MySpace. Im deleting these two soon so yeah.

Im really lazy to type anymore zo I surrender to you humanoids to take over my beloved blog and do vatever you want vant to eet!

goodbye, goodbye forever :)

Monday, January 11, 2010

2010

Hi everyone :)
Im back and 19!!
i feel like 90. lol.

Anyway, it felt like ages since i last blogged. Cyberlife isn't realy that important to me now. Im getting married after Hidayat has finished signing on as Police for 5 years! Imagine how long i have to wait. lol.
We're unofficially engaged but we got the green light from our parents :D

Its been a looooong time. But I was 16 when i first started out in the online world. It gets fun at first but as time passes by and as i grew older, i realise the friends i made online are all two-faced backstabbers. Thats why i decided to retire from the cyberworld except for blogging. Im deletng my MSN soon and so is my MySpace.

A looooong story about my relationship with Hidayat. We started out as really close friends but then we grew feelings for each other. I didnt realise he was there for me, constantly showing me care and affection but i ws too blind to see. Too busy in the online world to realise the one i've been looking for all these while was just right infront of me. We've been together for 5 months (excluding the bestfriend days!) and counting. Or 10 months or so. heh. He is the most patient, amazing, caring, lovable, fun and understanding guy i've met in my entire life. None of my ex's were this amazing as him i swear. We went through alot. Like so much. Much more than i've ever been through with any my friends.

And i've learnt alot from him too. I've learnt alot about the world and religion. He turned me to a whole different person i never thought i could ever be. I found myself mature to a lady. A lady with a whole new mindset. Im the most happiest and luckiest girl to have ever known him.

And to end this, a toast to the forthcoming months and years ahead.
Nights.