time check: 1.43am
today's gig was a total failure. it was kinda stupid for us to organize a gig during the fasting month, raining and a Sunday. a few spectators turned up. less than 20 people i think. lol. only manage to raise like less than $150.
TSTV groupies didnt come as they have an exam the next day.
Audifaux fans turned up. but less than 20 of them.
The Roses did not have their fans/friends cause their fans/friends thought its free when it isnt (looooooong story -.-).
Crackerjack, The Rejeks and urmiforgotwhattheotherbandnameis didnt bring their groupies or friends either. sigh.
anyway, on an even sadder note..
i WONT be in the cyberworld for a loooong period of time cause 1, i DONT have a computer or a laptop as i cant afford it. so yeah feel lucky you people got a computer or a laptop. 2, im using my Nokia e71 to go online everyday for 6 months already and im SELLING AWAY THIS PHONE to help pay for my bestie $300 fine.
so people, text me up at 83526395 from today onwards alright.
fuck the system.
Monday, August 24, 2009
To Nerd and the Ryemie dude.
hey.
thank you to Nerd (idk who are you and your blog is privatised or smth haha) who left nice comments on my blog post about the straight edge thing, yeah idk much about it but thanks for the extra info dude. and no, she isnt my friend already cause i just find her ridiculous. LOL.
and to the Ryemie guy, idk who are you neither am i discriminating you. i just said typical gig people start wearing that hat. not people who wear the hat are typical. get it? or are you tryna say you're the typical gig person? and about the straight edge post, i alr said idk much about it. why should i confront you when i have nothing against you or straight edge people who eat meat? im just against that ex friend of mine. dont have to terase im saying it to you what. chill dood.
k gonna blog the next post. byeee.
thank you to Nerd (idk who are you and your blog is privatised or smth haha) who left nice comments on my blog post about the straight edge thing, yeah idk much about it but thanks for the extra info dude. and no, she isnt my friend already cause i just find her ridiculous. LOL.
and to the Ryemie guy, idk who are you neither am i discriminating you. i just said typical gig people start wearing that hat. not people who wear the hat are typical. get it? or are you tryna say you're the typical gig person? and about the straight edge post, i alr said idk much about it. why should i confront you when i have nothing against you or straight edge people who eat meat? im just against that ex friend of mine. dont have to terase im saying it to you what. chill dood.
k gonna blog the next post. byeee.
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Gig at Scape.
time check: 12.30am
Vermillion gave a fucking killer set. was about to do a 2 step but very the malu. heh.
lemme tell you something damn common.
i saw bimbos about to hardcore dance to Vermillion just now.
i saw a guy in crutches hardcore dancing WITH his crutch. DAMN CUTE BUT DAMN FUNNY HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.
i saw MANY chinese dudes hardcore dancing. its not the gig people but the ah beng lookalike ones. WTF tak perlu, seriously.
i saw typicalism EVERYWHERE at the gig at scape just now.
i saw a band playing a song called Emo Hero. WTF HAHAHAHAHAHAHA CHEEBYE THAT BAND. LOLOLOLX.
i saw a guy in tye dye shirt. WHATS WITH THAT MAFACKING TREND???
i saw typical gig people wearing the popye hat. WTF ME AND BESTIE WERE ABOUT TO BUY THAT HAT! ARGH IMA STUCK TO THAT BIG RASTAMAN HAT NABEYYYY.
i saw ahbengs-turned-hardcore wearing flatcaps with full sleeved tattoos, enlarged earlobes and that FOLDED-TO-THE-ANKLE SKINNYS. WHATS WITH THAT TREND??????
even the gig people are following trends. sigh.
the worse is that BIMBOS are attending gigs. ya know, the typical high waisted skirt/shorts-tank top-flats/heels-concave/long haired bimbos.
and wtfeck even BIMBOS hang out with the skaters, hardcore kids, DIY people and the punk dudes.
eh BIMBOS, bleh gi blah sudah.
you think you're in the trend. yes you are but you are a mafacking disgrace to the local music scene. fack off la eh fack off.
BIMBOS in gigs seriously NOT NEEDED eh.
and im getting hooked to Aladdin 2: The Return of Jaafar. eh damn nice la the movie. but the musical part tak perlu uh.
i was watching This Is England when waiting for bestie to arrive.
EH FUCK IT THE ENGLISH SKINHEADS ARE FACKING HOT.
i love the part where Combo starts talking about the brown gentlemen 'pud pud' wtfeck damn cute. lol.
oh and the part where Combo starts swearing at the paki shopkeeper. he was blabberring dunno what nonsense and i cant keep up but its so cute the way he swear at him. LOL.
now i swear the punks and skins are hotter than the br00t4l kids and the deathcore people.
and i think the local Oi! band, The Bois are the sexxx. lol.
hmm, later is the gig that bestie is organizing. all indie bands but they are the best indie bands i've heard.
gotta meet bestie later at 2pm at Bugis.
so ciao nigguhsx.
Vermillion gave a fucking killer set. was about to do a 2 step but very the malu. heh.
lemme tell you something damn common.
i saw bimbos about to hardcore dance to Vermillion just now.
i saw a guy in crutches hardcore dancing WITH his crutch. DAMN CUTE BUT DAMN FUNNY HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.
i saw MANY chinese dudes hardcore dancing. its not the gig people but the ah beng lookalike ones. WTF tak perlu, seriously.
i saw typicalism EVERYWHERE at the gig at scape just now.
i saw a band playing a song called Emo Hero. WTF HAHAHAHAHAHAHA CHEEBYE THAT BAND. LOLOLOLX.
i saw a guy in tye dye shirt. WHATS WITH THAT MAFACKING TREND???
i saw typical gig people wearing the popye hat. WTF ME AND BESTIE WERE ABOUT TO BUY THAT HAT! ARGH IMA STUCK TO THAT BIG RASTAMAN HAT NABEYYYY.
i saw ahbengs-turned-hardcore wearing flatcaps with full sleeved tattoos, enlarged earlobes and that FOLDED-TO-THE-ANKLE SKINNYS. WHATS WITH THAT TREND??????
even the gig people are following trends. sigh.
the worse is that BIMBOS are attending gigs. ya know, the typical high waisted skirt/shorts-tank top-flats/heels-concave/long haired bimbos.
and wtfeck even BIMBOS hang out with the skaters, hardcore kids, DIY people and the punk dudes.
eh BIMBOS, bleh gi blah sudah.
you think you're in the trend. yes you are but you are a mafacking disgrace to the local music scene. fack off la eh fack off.
BIMBOS in gigs seriously NOT NEEDED eh.
and im getting hooked to Aladdin 2: The Return of Jaafar. eh damn nice la the movie. but the musical part tak perlu uh.
i was watching This Is England when waiting for bestie to arrive.
EH FUCK IT THE ENGLISH SKINHEADS ARE FACKING HOT.
i love the part where Combo starts talking about the brown gentlemen 'pud pud' wtfeck damn cute. lol.
oh and the part where Combo starts swearing at the paki shopkeeper. he was blabberring dunno what nonsense and i cant keep up but its so cute the way he swear at him. LOL.
now i swear the punks and skins are hotter than the br00t4l kids and the deathcore people.
and i think the local Oi! band, The Bois are the sexxx. lol.
hmm, later is the gig that bestie is organizing. all indie bands but they are the best indie bands i've heard.
gotta meet bestie later at 2pm at Bugis.
so ciao nigguhsx.
Friday, August 21, 2009
Typicalism. HAHA.
time check: 12.30am
heyyyyy.
idk what to talk about so yeah :)
-why are singaporean chinese girls are so skinny?
the truth is they think they're sexy and they are the hotstuffs. they think anorexia/bulimia/crash diets are so fucking awesome.
dont tell me you're born skinny cause its bullshit. i was born skinny like a stick but at least i have some meat rather than skin and bones.
they do all these to fit in, cant you see? all the chinese girls in singapore look the same.
skinny, long straight hair, fake eyelashes and has the ah lian accent, always found at Bugis Street or Clarke Quay on Saturday.
hey, at least i am proud to have some meat. im tall and my bones are big so im not considered skinny nor fat. im okay2 size uh. heh.
-why are the gig people so bloody typical?
they always have that flatcap aka new era, looooong hair covering most of their features or have the helmet hair (LMAO), they wear that checkered shirt with thr colourful-but-gay as fuck tee inside with cut off bermudas, skate shoes or slip on Vans, they listen to mainstream underground music like White Chapel/ Suicide Silence/ Comeback Kid etc etc.
and these kind of people are ALWAYS loaded. they are sombong as fuck, they think they are respected *vomits* and look down on people who are not like them.
k not say look down la. they are friendly but the way they act or talk to other people not of their kind or lower from their standards, makes me wanna kick them in the fucking face and shove the nation's flag up their arse. seriously.
and they always go for fashionista bimbos. you know, the ones that always have that high pitch voice like some opera singers who choked on fishballs and always shop at Topshop/ Miss Selfridge blablabla all the branded fucks.
-why do bimbos dressed skimpily at gigs?
they do that for attention and to show everyone they're different when they are so typical. they dress like that to attract band people. drummers get the hotter girls.
so at gigs, they can start hardcore dancing and all the hardcore kids will upskirt them and chase them cause they are so bloody cheap.
most of the bimbos are either not virgins or new to the music scene and shit like that. HAHA.
haha dont mind my thrash talk im just feeling bored lol. if any of you terase, then you guys are typical bunch of nukkas with a brain the size of a pea.
hmm. later off to Pasir Ris paste posters, then to Peninsula ask how much for selling amps, then to Queenstown for the hotdog and free flow coke at Ikea, then to Beats for jamming, then to gig at Crawlspace.
k im done. byeeeeeeeee.
heyyyyy.
idk what to talk about so yeah :)
-why are singaporean chinese girls are so skinny?
the truth is they think they're sexy and they are the hotstuffs. they think anorexia/bulimia/crash diets are so fucking awesome.
dont tell me you're born skinny cause its bullshit. i was born skinny like a stick but at least i have some meat rather than skin and bones.
they do all these to fit in, cant you see? all the chinese girls in singapore look the same.
skinny, long straight hair, fake eyelashes and has the ah lian accent, always found at Bugis Street or Clarke Quay on Saturday.
hey, at least i am proud to have some meat. im tall and my bones are big so im not considered skinny nor fat. im okay2 size uh. heh.
-why are the gig people so bloody typical?
they always have that flatcap aka new era, looooong hair covering most of their features or have the helmet hair (LMAO), they wear that checkered shirt with thr colourful-but-gay as fuck tee inside with cut off bermudas, skate shoes or slip on Vans, they listen to mainstream underground music like White Chapel/ Suicide Silence/ Comeback Kid etc etc.
and these kind of people are ALWAYS loaded. they are sombong as fuck, they think they are respected *vomits* and look down on people who are not like them.
k not say look down la. they are friendly but the way they act or talk to other people not of their kind or lower from their standards, makes me wanna kick them in the fucking face and shove the nation's flag up their arse. seriously.
and they always go for fashionista bimbos. you know, the ones that always have that high pitch voice like some opera singers who choked on fishballs and always shop at Topshop/ Miss Selfridge blablabla all the branded fucks.
-why do bimbos dressed skimpily at gigs?
they do that for attention and to show everyone they're different when they are so typical. they dress like that to attract band people. drummers get the hotter girls.
so at gigs, they can start hardcore dancing and all the hardcore kids will upskirt them and chase them cause they are so bloody cheap.
most of the bimbos are either not virgins or new to the music scene and shit like that. HAHA.
haha dont mind my thrash talk im just feeling bored lol. if any of you terase, then you guys are typical bunch of nukkas with a brain the size of a pea.
hmm. later off to Pasir Ris paste posters, then to Peninsula ask how much for selling amps, then to Queenstown for the hotdog and free flow coke at Ikea, then to Beats for jamming, then to gig at Crawlspace.
k im done. byeeeeeeeee.
Thursday, August 20, 2009
P.e.a.c.e
time check: 1.49pm
Four words for that attention seeking queen of cunts:
GI ISAP DALAM DALAM PUKIMAK!!
muahahahaha.
anyway, im going out in 30 mins time for that cinema usher interview Joey asked me to go since he is working there. sigh. if i cant get it, i have to wait till mid september for the shop to re-open.
woah mid september leh! sian no work till next month. nabey.
a buka puasa gig at Crawlspace tmrw.
Unknown Soldier, Beyond Suicidal and more are playing.
another gig at *Scape on Saturday. Vermillion's playing. Goregirl says their songs will make me pee in my pants or something HAHA! so i must go, definitely :D
Yat's organizing a gig on Sunday. Its Help! The gig for the birds in distress.
Audifaux, The Square TV, The Rejeks, The Roses and CrackerJack are playing. Awesome indie bands.
presale at $7 and at door is $10.
haha full of gigs in the weekends. like yay right (Y)
lol boring post i know laaaaaa!
k da bye (:
Four words for that attention seeking queen of cunts:
GI ISAP DALAM DALAM PUKIMAK!!
muahahahaha.
anyway, im going out in 30 mins time for that cinema usher interview Joey asked me to go since he is working there. sigh. if i cant get it, i have to wait till mid september for the shop to re-open.
woah mid september leh! sian no work till next month. nabey.
a buka puasa gig at Crawlspace tmrw.
Unknown Soldier, Beyond Suicidal and more are playing.
another gig at *Scape on Saturday. Vermillion's playing. Goregirl says their songs will make me pee in my pants or something HAHA! so i must go, definitely :D
Yat's organizing a gig on Sunday. Its Help! The gig for the birds in distress.
Audifaux, The Square TV, The Rejeks, The Roses and CrackerJack are playing. Awesome indie bands.
presale at $7 and at door is $10.
haha full of gigs in the weekends. like yay right (Y)
lol boring post i know laaaaaa!
k da bye (:
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Central Business District.
time check: 1.40am
okay, 2nd post about 2 days ago. damn scary.
me and Yat decided to ton. i was thinking like AMK cause i've never adventured around there before. then decide decide decide, ton at Raffles. lol.
before this, we ate at Changing Appetite at Marina Square. damn nice and the fish and chips and mudpie is a must try!
the bill shocked the hell out of us but it was worth it :D
it was around 12am we lay down at the big lamplight thingy near The Penny Black pub. switched on wireless on my phone and went to google to find SFOGS. saw a few scary pics like Hospital Ghost, Scary Images 1,2 and 3, The House and many more.
we lie down there like shiok giler already then we watched Scary Image 2. i swear i shook like a leaf and ran like a few metres away until like near MacD. i was shouting telling Yat to close the window. LOL. yes, damn chicken i know la.
then i walked back to where Yat was lying down and i lay down beside him, still shaking. i looked up and guess what i saw?
a thing draped in white, legs swaying and looking down on us but i cant see the face as her hair was covering her face.
i screamed and closed my eyes. i was shaking even more and Yat hugged me and i fucking screamed again and cried.
i swear its even freakier than what you see in the internet.
after a few mins, i looked up and i saw that thing quickly fly off and dissapeared, laughing and screaming like a mathafacking banshee.
i cried somemore and after 15 to 30 mins i cooled down. we moved off an hour later.
we walked to Clarke Quay as i wanted to forget that fucking image.
so we walked to the bridge near Riverside Point and sat on the bridge. there were alot of white men there. ooooh i likeee :D
talk2 then moved off to inside Clarke Quay, mathafacking packed with typical bengs and lians and minah and mats.
then idk why Yat wanted to adventure around CBD area. i was like, oooookayyyy.
walked to CBD, damn quiet. it was around 2am. i swear its fucking eerie especially if you walk around there with only 2 people.
me and Yat saw a reflection draped in black in the reflection following us. i freaked out, My body started to tense up and i looked to the floor. i was too scared i was on the verge of crying again but i tried not to.
we walked to 7-11 near some shopping center that is damn quiet at night and not a soul seemed to be in sight.
we brought Amsterdam and shared.
Yat wanted to walk near the eerie shopping center but i told him not to as i felt something wasnt right.
so we walked at the sidewalk heading to Marina MRT i think.
and we walked to some alleyway but its a shoppers paradise actually.
reflections everywhere. i felt the hairs on the back of my neck stand and felt like someone or something was watching us. Yat told me in a scarred voice to not look at the windows or the reflection. somehow, Yat freaked out and told me to walk faster. we tried to find our way to Clarke Quay but failed to as we were so lost.
we had to pass by this statue that has a reflection. and guess what i saw again?
a thing or a woman in white with her eyes so hollow and black with her black masai hair all over the place.
i felt like running but these legs wont run. it suddenly turned numb.
i told Yat to shut the fuck up and walk faster.
we somehow managed to find our way back and ended up near some pub at BK Eating House and the things are still following us. we walked at some nearby carpark/alleyway and it was dark.
this time, its a woman in red. cant see her face but she was gliding towards us.
her hair was totally covering her features. her arms were damn pale.
i was like, fuck.
dragged Yat to Central and the 3 things still followed us. till near the Central steps, they somehow dissapeared.
weird but scary.
hairs on my hands are standing as im typing out all these. idk why.
its up to you if you wanna believe it or not okay. but i experienced it and im sure as hell im not going there after 12am ever again.
okay, 2nd post about 2 days ago. damn scary.
me and Yat decided to ton. i was thinking like AMK cause i've never adventured around there before. then decide decide decide, ton at Raffles. lol.
before this, we ate at Changing Appetite at Marina Square. damn nice and the fish and chips and mudpie is a must try!
the bill shocked the hell out of us but it was worth it :D
it was around 12am we lay down at the big lamplight thingy near The Penny Black pub. switched on wireless on my phone and went to google to find SFOGS. saw a few scary pics like Hospital Ghost, Scary Images 1,2 and 3, The House and many more.
we lie down there like shiok giler already then we watched Scary Image 2. i swear i shook like a leaf and ran like a few metres away until like near MacD. i was shouting telling Yat to close the window. LOL. yes, damn chicken i know la.
then i walked back to where Yat was lying down and i lay down beside him, still shaking. i looked up and guess what i saw?
a thing draped in white, legs swaying and looking down on us but i cant see the face as her hair was covering her face.
i screamed and closed my eyes. i was shaking even more and Yat hugged me and i fucking screamed again and cried.
i swear its even freakier than what you see in the internet.
after a few mins, i looked up and i saw that thing quickly fly off and dissapeared, laughing and screaming like a mathafacking banshee.
i cried somemore and after 15 to 30 mins i cooled down. we moved off an hour later.
we walked to Clarke Quay as i wanted to forget that fucking image.
so we walked to the bridge near Riverside Point and sat on the bridge. there were alot of white men there. ooooh i likeee :D
talk2 then moved off to inside Clarke Quay, mathafacking packed with typical bengs and lians and minah and mats.
then idk why Yat wanted to adventure around CBD area. i was like, oooookayyyy.
walked to CBD, damn quiet. it was around 2am. i swear its fucking eerie especially if you walk around there with only 2 people.
me and Yat saw a reflection draped in black in the reflection following us. i freaked out, My body started to tense up and i looked to the floor. i was too scared i was on the verge of crying again but i tried not to.
we walked to 7-11 near some shopping center that is damn quiet at night and not a soul seemed to be in sight.
we brought Amsterdam and shared.
Yat wanted to walk near the eerie shopping center but i told him not to as i felt something wasnt right.
so we walked at the sidewalk heading to Marina MRT i think.
and we walked to some alleyway but its a shoppers paradise actually.
reflections everywhere. i felt the hairs on the back of my neck stand and felt like someone or something was watching us. Yat told me in a scarred voice to not look at the windows or the reflection. somehow, Yat freaked out and told me to walk faster. we tried to find our way to Clarke Quay but failed to as we were so lost.
we had to pass by this statue that has a reflection. and guess what i saw again?
a thing or a woman in white with her eyes so hollow and black with her black masai hair all over the place.
i felt like running but these legs wont run. it suddenly turned numb.
i told Yat to shut the fuck up and walk faster.
we somehow managed to find our way back and ended up near some pub at BK Eating House and the things are still following us. we walked at some nearby carpark/alleyway and it was dark.
this time, its a woman in red. cant see her face but she was gliding towards us.
her hair was totally covering her features. her arms were damn pale.
i was like, fuck.
dragged Yat to Central and the 3 things still followed us. till near the Central steps, they somehow dissapeared.
weird but scary.
hairs on my hands are standing as im typing out all these. idk why.
its up to you if you wanna believe it or not okay. but i experienced it and im sure as hell im not going there after 12am ever again.
Straight edge?
time check: 1.12am
im sitting on my bed watching err idk what show and i suddenly felt i like i wanna bitch about someone. an ex-friend actually.
she's sitting for her o levels in a few weeks or months time and she really is contradicting to the max like macam paham nyer, seriously.
she says she's straight edge and tells everybody i know she's one -.-
i was like omg. then i sound her, i asked do you know whats straight edge? guess what she said:
'straight edge people only dont smoke and dont drink what.'
i was like zxomfg to the max.
first off, yeah they dont drink or smoke. second is, THEY DONT TAKE IN FUCKING MEAT! there are more tho, i dont really know.
AND SHE EATS SUBWAY AND LONG JOHN SILVERS!!!!
wtfuck la kan.
im not saying i know more knowledge about straight edge, which i obviously dont.
oh the worse thing is, she tells everyone on myspace she's so fucking stressed over her o levels and parents that she smokes and drinks AT HOME.
YOU CALL THAT STRAIGHT EDGE??? O.O
and she's the typical girl who says shit but doesnt do anything about it.
like i remembered once last year she says she's gonna get a tatoo at her back with a HUGE CROSS and till now she didnt have it.
oh to her, money makes the world go round.
my bestfriend owed her $18 and she threaten that if he didnt return her $18, he's gonna regret.
and she's so bloody rich la. mum's a secretary at some ciggerette company and dad's a fucking businessman.
and she follows alot of trend. first it was the emo trend 2 years ago. then it was the hippie trend last year. now its the 'sort of' bob marley trend. wtfuck??
she claims she's gonna get dreadlocks/afro after her o levels. lets just see if that will happen. cause i for sure know it wont. come on, i knew her for 2 years already
fucking contradicting. sigh. at least im not THAT contradicting and neither do i tell everyone im straight edge and do things totally against the knowledge of straight edge.
and no, i dont label myself either. its just so NOT HER. and i felt anger rise in me as i read those. like wtfuck has she become? some liar in denial trying to fucking fit in.
OH, THE WORSE THING I READ IS THAT SHE 'MUST STOP THINKING OF WATCHING MOVIE/GOING OUT or whatever AND STOP THINKING OF TATOOS, PIERCINGS AND WEED.'
dude! a motherfucking 15 year old girl taking weed. are you fucking kidding me, bitch? like woah.
i know she wont dare take in weed. oh what a typical person who boasts alot but never does anything. so much for pride and self respect, girl. seriously.
'someone will tear the whole fucking thing down.' - bestfriend Yat.
im sitting on my bed watching err idk what show and i suddenly felt i like i wanna bitch about someone. an ex-friend actually.
she's sitting for her o levels in a few weeks or months time and she really is contradicting to the max like macam paham nyer, seriously.
she says she's straight edge and tells everybody i know she's one -.-
i was like omg. then i sound her, i asked do you know whats straight edge? guess what she said:
'straight edge people only dont smoke and dont drink what.'
i was like zxomfg to the max.
first off, yeah they dont drink or smoke. second is, THEY DONT TAKE IN FUCKING MEAT! there are more tho, i dont really know.
AND SHE EATS SUBWAY AND LONG JOHN SILVERS!!!!
wtfuck la kan.
im not saying i know more knowledge about straight edge, which i obviously dont.
oh the worse thing is, she tells everyone on myspace she's so fucking stressed over her o levels and parents that she smokes and drinks AT HOME.
YOU CALL THAT STRAIGHT EDGE??? O.O
and she's the typical girl who says shit but doesnt do anything about it.
like i remembered once last year she says she's gonna get a tatoo at her back with a HUGE CROSS and till now she didnt have it.
oh to her, money makes the world go round.
my bestfriend owed her $18 and she threaten that if he didnt return her $18, he's gonna regret.
and she's so bloody rich la. mum's a secretary at some ciggerette company and dad's a fucking businessman.
and she follows alot of trend. first it was the emo trend 2 years ago. then it was the hippie trend last year. now its the 'sort of' bob marley trend. wtfuck??
she claims she's gonna get dreadlocks/afro after her o levels. lets just see if that will happen. cause i for sure know it wont. come on, i knew her for 2 years already
fucking contradicting. sigh. at least im not THAT contradicting and neither do i tell everyone im straight edge and do things totally against the knowledge of straight edge.
and no, i dont label myself either. its just so NOT HER. and i felt anger rise in me as i read those. like wtfuck has she become? some liar in denial trying to fucking fit in.
OH, THE WORSE THING I READ IS THAT SHE 'MUST STOP THINKING OF WATCHING MOVIE/GOING OUT or whatever AND STOP THINKING OF TATOOS, PIERCINGS AND WEED.'
dude! a motherfucking 15 year old girl taking weed. are you fucking kidding me, bitch? like woah.
i know she wont dare take in weed. oh what a typical person who boasts alot but never does anything. so much for pride and self respect, girl. seriously.
'someone will tear the whole fucking thing down.' - bestfriend Yat.
Friday, August 14, 2009
Gahhhhh.
time check: 12.29am
hello.
im running a high fever at 38 degrees and my head is spinning and its hurts so badly. grrr.
i havent ate properly for a few days already and i've been coughing really badly due to me smoking excessively so..
IM GOING TO STOP SMOKING FOR A FEW WEEKS :D
so yeah smile people. lol.
and i'll stop drinking alchoholic stuffs no matter how tempting it can get. hah.
and i've been telling myself to head to the gym but i NEED to be in proper attire like sport shoes etc (well that's what the rules and regulations of ClubFIT says -.-') and i don't have sport shoes! like wtff can't i use the treadmill using my old worn out converse or something?? and its not really worn out tho haha.
or maybe my high cut Vans or something. heh.
hmm maybe i'll wait till my Circa shoe arrive from bestfriend :D
i don't like jogging outside cause its so damn humid and the matreps and minahreps will starts staring like they've never seen people jog before. lol.
and just now at Marina steps, Yat rushed off to 7-11 to get me something to eat as i wasn't feeling well. omg la i have such a sweet bestfriend :D hahahahahhaha.
then after we ate, somehow i fell asleep. yeah i slept like its my house at Marina staircase. lol. woke up 2 hours later with the sounds of clubbers blasting hardstyle music through their phone and they played glow-in-the-dark yo yo's -.-
Yat and me can't help but laugh like a hyena. LOL.
hmm, ima help Yat put up posters for his gig around town this weekend. yayyyyy (Y)
today, a friday, ima sleep the day away at home. heh.
my sorethroat and coughing is getting worse and my head feels super light and my temperature's rising i think, idk.
ima eat Panadol then gonna turn in. goodnight humanoids (:
xx
hello.
im running a high fever at 38 degrees and my head is spinning and its hurts so badly. grrr.
i havent ate properly for a few days already and i've been coughing really badly due to me smoking excessively so..
IM GOING TO STOP SMOKING FOR A FEW WEEKS :D
so yeah smile people. lol.
and i'll stop drinking alchoholic stuffs no matter how tempting it can get. hah.
and i've been telling myself to head to the gym but i NEED to be in proper attire like sport shoes etc (well that's what the rules and regulations of ClubFIT says -.-') and i don't have sport shoes! like wtff can't i use the treadmill using my old worn out converse or something?? and its not really worn out tho haha.
or maybe my high cut Vans or something. heh.
hmm maybe i'll wait till my Circa shoe arrive from bestfriend :D
i don't like jogging outside cause its so damn humid and the matreps and minahreps will starts staring like they've never seen people jog before. lol.
and just now at Marina steps, Yat rushed off to 7-11 to get me something to eat as i wasn't feeling well. omg la i have such a sweet bestfriend :D hahahahahhaha.
then after we ate, somehow i fell asleep. yeah i slept like its my house at Marina staircase. lol. woke up 2 hours later with the sounds of clubbers blasting hardstyle music through their phone and they played glow-in-the-dark yo yo's -.-
Yat and me can't help but laugh like a hyena. LOL.
hmm, ima help Yat put up posters for his gig around town this weekend. yayyyyy (Y)
today, a friday, ima sleep the day away at home. heh.
my sorethroat and coughing is getting worse and my head feels super light and my temperature's rising i think, idk.
ima eat Panadol then gonna turn in. goodnight humanoids (:
xx
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
I can't get up.
time check: 12.15am
anyway, wanna know a HUGE secret??? :D
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YAT IS FANATIC OVER N'SYNC, BACKSTREET BOYS, A1, AND CELINE DION! :D :D
rofl zaman primary school! i'm still a fan of N'sync and A1 though :D
i use to sing Like A Rose by A1 when i think about my primary school crush when i was 7 and i blushed like nuts! :D
and i use to dance to N'sync's Bye Bye Bye in the school hall when there weren't much pupils around when i was 10!
HAHA I KNOW EMBARASSING LA KANNNN ^.^
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tonight i'm falling and i can't get up,
i need your loving hands to come and pick me up,
and every night i miss you, i can just look up.
and know the stars are holding you tonight.
- FM static, Tonight.
anyway, wanna know a HUGE secret??? :D
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
YAT IS FANATIC OVER N'SYNC, BACKSTREET BOYS, A1, AND CELINE DION! :D :D
rofl zaman primary school! i'm still a fan of N'sync and A1 though :D
i use to sing Like A Rose by A1 when i think about my primary school crush when i was 7 and i blushed like nuts! :D
and i use to dance to N'sync's Bye Bye Bye in the school hall when there weren't much pupils around when i was 10!
HAHA I KNOW EMBARASSING LA KANNNN ^.^
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tonight i'm falling and i can't get up,
i need your loving hands to come and pick me up,
and every night i miss you, i can just look up.
and know the stars are holding you tonight.
- FM static, Tonight.
Monday, August 10, 2009
Sigh.
time check: 8.44am.
i didnt sleep since the last post. idk why. watched Brothers Grimm, Starship Troopers 2 and Raising Helen. woah damn bored.
hmm. let see.
A is gonna be attached to G soon, and later i will become like the air to A. basically, nothing.
D is out of my life, forever.
M, idk. i really dont know.
i am the worst person you come to for an opinion, seriously. sigh.
i am feeling so damn hollow now. its like everything around me is big, dark and black and its over taking me.
i cant seem to fight this big black thing cause i've lost hope again cause i've lost everyone. everyone except for Yat and Ian.
sorry to say, the semi dead Gabbie is back :(
i didnt sleep since the last post. idk why. watched Brothers Grimm, Starship Troopers 2 and Raising Helen. woah damn bored.
hmm. let see.
A is gonna be attached to G soon, and later i will become like the air to A. basically, nothing.
D is out of my life, forever.
M, idk. i really dont know.
i am the worst person you come to for an opinion, seriously. sigh.
i am feeling so damn hollow now. its like everything around me is big, dark and black and its over taking me.
i cant seem to fight this big black thing cause i've lost hope again cause i've lost everyone. everyone except for Yat and Ian.
sorry to say, the semi dead Gabbie is back :(
The bitch, the drama queen. HAHA!
time check: 1.56am.
stop being a drama queen, bitch. because of every single small thing you complain. who the fuck goes all the way to the north to see you sleep/rant/get angry over me throwing ciggie butts on the floor. wtfuck. i hate you NOW cause you 'broke up' with me and you kept on complaining about the money when you damn well know we need it to pay the fine, complaining about how you need a boyfriend when your O fucking levels are just a few weeks away.
GROW THE FUCK UP LA DRAMA MAMA WHO OVER EXXAGERATES OVER THE SMALLEST THINGS. sheesh.
anywayyyy..
i need to lose weight. not so much. yeh people say i look skinny blablabla yeh i agree too but i have like beer belly or something haha so i think i needa do alot of sit ups alr. or best of all, i prolly wont care cause its my image and theres nothing you people can do about it. HAHA. criticize all you want, it wont really bother me cause bestfriend taught me how to take in criticisms.
YAT BESTFRIEND! I WANT MY CIRCA SKATE SHOES AND I WANT YOUR JOKES THAT NEVER FAIL TO MAKE ME ROFL! :D
Ian, bestfriend of 3 years!
imyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimy la! we gonna have fun on Countdown to 2010 :D
omgeeee i love my bffs!
Nicole, go update your blog, so dead already. heh. *hugs*
Pepper! where the hell have you been to? havent heard from you in dinosaur years! lol.
and yay i've found the tights i've been looking for. mum actually stuffed in in some old bags haha like wth is it doing there.
---others---
M, you know who you are. you want me yet you don't want me. i don't think im perfect for you either. im the total opposite of the girls you date, seriously. and i swear you wouldnt wanna see me after you've met me. it happens to me so history is gonna repeat itself.
am i a shadow on your wall, am i anything at all? anything to you. am i a picture that you keep? do you dream me while you're sleeping after all? someday, i just keep pretending that you'll stay. dreaming of a different ending. i can't keep something that i know i will never have.
<3
stop being a drama queen, bitch. because of every single small thing you complain. who the fuck goes all the way to the north to see you sleep/rant/get angry over me throwing ciggie butts on the floor. wtfuck. i hate you NOW cause you 'broke up' with me and you kept on complaining about the money when you damn well know we need it to pay the fine, complaining about how you need a boyfriend when your O fucking levels are just a few weeks away.
GROW THE FUCK UP LA DRAMA MAMA WHO OVER EXXAGERATES OVER THE SMALLEST THINGS. sheesh.
anywayyyy..
i need to lose weight. not so much. yeh people say i look skinny blablabla yeh i agree too but i have like beer belly or something haha so i think i needa do alot of sit ups alr. or best of all, i prolly wont care cause its my image and theres nothing you people can do about it. HAHA. criticize all you want, it wont really bother me cause bestfriend taught me how to take in criticisms.
YAT BESTFRIEND! I WANT MY CIRCA SKATE SHOES AND I WANT YOUR JOKES THAT NEVER FAIL TO MAKE ME ROFL! :D
Ian, bestfriend of 3 years!
imyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimy la! we gonna have fun on Countdown to 2010 :D
omgeeee i love my bffs!
Nicole, go update your blog, so dead already. heh. *hugs*
Pepper! where the hell have you been to? havent heard from you in dinosaur years! lol.
and yay i've found the tights i've been looking for. mum actually stuffed in in some old bags haha like wth is it doing there.
---others---
M, you know who you are. you want me yet you don't want me. i don't think im perfect for you either. im the total opposite of the girls you date, seriously. and i swear you wouldnt wanna see me after you've met me. it happens to me so history is gonna repeat itself.
am i a shadow on your wall, am i anything at all? anything to you. am i a picture that you keep? do you dream me while you're sleeping after all? someday, i just keep pretending that you'll stay. dreaming of a different ending. i can't keep something that i know i will never have.
<3
Saturday, August 8, 2009
Where did i go wrong?
time check: 2.39am
i've officially lost a bestfriend. her name is Dharsh. we went through shit together for 2 motherfucking years and now all the memories of walking around town like zombies with bubble tea in hand, looking at cute hot guys and comforting each other about our insecurities, went down the drain. the big black dirty drain.
she says i've changed in a bad way. i've became ruder, more straight forward and less caring about people's feelings. yeah maybe its true.
when i start becoming ruder, its all from the anguish i have inside.
straight forward? i have always been.
less caring towards people's feelings? thats cause i realise that if i care too much people take advantage of it and crush my fucking heart so whats the point of caring so much?
i never hated her and i never will.
i've thrown away everything you gave me. i've burned the rasta friendship band you gave me a month ago. you wanted out of this bestfriendship, im giving it to you.
whatever, you're not gonna read this blog again anyway.
i feeli like crying but im gonna stay strong for this and nobody is gonna bring me down. nobody.
im gonna start reminding myself everyday that she is not a friend but a person i never know. i've only seen her on MySpace blablabla.
so i wont feel anything losing her cause i know it hurts like shitfuck losing a bestfriend like...
ah fuck it nevermind.
i realise i can never be the best bestfriend for anyone. i have too much insecurities, too many bad sides that i swear people are gonna start leaving in a straight line if they find out.
im lacking girl friends. but i dont wanna give a fuck anymore.
&goodbye Dharsh :'(
wish you all the best in the future.
ps: what's up with those hardcore kids wearing tye dye shirts anyway??????!!!! O.o
i've officially lost a bestfriend. her name is Dharsh. we went through shit together for 2 motherfucking years and now all the memories of walking around town like zombies with bubble tea in hand, looking at cute hot guys and comforting each other about our insecurities, went down the drain. the big black dirty drain.
she says i've changed in a bad way. i've became ruder, more straight forward and less caring about people's feelings. yeah maybe its true.
when i start becoming ruder, its all from the anguish i have inside.
straight forward? i have always been.
less caring towards people's feelings? thats cause i realise that if i care too much people take advantage of it and crush my fucking heart so whats the point of caring so much?
i never hated her and i never will.
i've thrown away everything you gave me. i've burned the rasta friendship band you gave me a month ago. you wanted out of this bestfriendship, im giving it to you.
whatever, you're not gonna read this blog again anyway.
i feeli like crying but im gonna stay strong for this and nobody is gonna bring me down. nobody.
im gonna start reminding myself everyday that she is not a friend but a person i never know. i've only seen her on MySpace blablabla.
so i wont feel anything losing her cause i know it hurts like shitfuck losing a bestfriend like...
ah fuck it nevermind.
i realise i can never be the best bestfriend for anyone. i have too much insecurities, too many bad sides that i swear people are gonna start leaving in a straight line if they find out.
im lacking girl friends. but i dont wanna give a fuck anymore.
&goodbye Dharsh :'(
wish you all the best in the future.
ps: what's up with those hardcore kids wearing tye dye shirts anyway??????!!!! O.o
Thursday, August 6, 2009
People = SHIT.
thats me haha! unedited okayy! :D
time check: 12.30pm.
hmm. i've been thinking for a few days. some serious thinking.
this year, i've lost alot of people. alot of friends, a best friend even.
the first person to go was my late grandma who died at age 61 because of cancer. it hurts so much to see her go as she was the motivation i needed. but i knew i have to be independent the moment i knew i've lost her, which was on new years eve last year.
second was my ex boufriend, Iszwan. i never really thought of going far with him neither was i toying with his feelings. i knew i loved him but i guess time took its toll on me and i realise some people were to judgemental on the other person's family background. i didnt say i wanted to get out of that relationship but he called it quits. so yeah. he was there when i told him my grandma died and well he comforted me and such. but i guess its cause of my big mouth that i've lost him.
third was my mum's trust. i've just lost so much of her trust that now i dont even speak to her as i know she has nothing to say to me except for insults. i shouldnt have betrayed the trust that she has in me. i was stupid. but you know the feeling of desire? its like you want it so much and your ego grew so huge it overlaps trust? k not overlap uh. its something like that. well i'll talk to my mum soon, hopefully during hari raya or something. sigh.
forth, my bestfriend Dharsh. its just cause of a small miscommunication she wanted out. yeah i admit i was being a bitch to her most of the time and she says i've changed alot but people change as years pass. i cant possibly be the same person 2 years ago can i? 2 years worth of friendship just gone with a blink of an eye. sigh. not even a billion sorrys can make up for my attitude on her. i just cant believe its over. i still kept whatever she gave me and her name in my phonebook is still Dharsh Bestie <33. but i guess she wants me out of her life and i have no rights to fight back cause i knew whatever i did was wrong and i respect her decision. i wont bother her anymore, i guess. its hard as fuck for me but i gotta move on you know :(
fifth, i lost a friend, Liya. i have no comments on that one. she showed me attitude when i spoke to her nicely so i guess its over too. deleted her number out of my phonebook and stuffs like that. we had great times but i have to move on so does she and blah i really cannot be bothered to talk about her. fuck.
hmm. there are a couple more but i think i'll stop here cause i forgot about things i wanted to say and shit like that. sigh.
and i hate people who flirt with me for a couple of days then totally ignore me like im the air. wtf la get lost you dumbfucks and stay out of my life.
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
Scootle pig :D (pictures from yesterday. not much tho)
time check: 1.44am.
hmm did nothing much today. and i dont have a topic to open up. let the pics do the talking yeah?
k da bye.
Monday, August 3, 2009
Changes in people and the way music is made.
time check: 12.31am
hmm ate pizza today :D
i miss someone right now. but i guess he isnt the type to go for girls like me i swear.
so..
anyway, i thought alot about changes in people today.
like 2 years ago, my mindset was totally different. like i was against smoking, working isnt for me, boyfriend was everything, loves the deathcore/metal scene is Singapore.
now im the total opposite. not so different la. like well yeah i smoke and drink, i love working, i dont really care about having a boyfriend now cause im scared shitless, and im sorta against the deathcore scene here. support the local hardcore bands man!
i notice people love to follow trends. like they were against people listening to raggae, and the next month, they turn to love raggae music and mixes around with raggae men. like isnt that contradicting??
i, for example, followed trends last year. i admit i was a wanker who doesnt go for anything except for the fame/popularity blablabla bullshit.
see? im brave enough to admit that. why cant you? cause you guys are image concious and fucking cowards.
and now, i love being contradicting. dont like it? you can fuck off.
i've retired from my death metal days. i still do listen to JFAC, ABRB, Suicide Silence and stuffs but im not following the way they make music in the industry.
like honestly people, these bands make music for the fucking fame, money, gain fans, be respected and popularity. i mean who the fuck plays music for the fame? who? if your band does multi track recording and shit like that, YOU PEOPLE ARE OBVIOUSLY AFTER THE FAME. i mean if you record songs, you want to sound the same while playing live so people would actually buy your album without expecting alot when you perform live right?
so what if you sound so good in multi track recordings but play like shit live?? so fucking what??
that only means you guys arent tight as you think you are.
i know bands who does really tight live recordings and sound awesome live.
why spend so much on recordings when you guys can practice as hard as you can, be fucking tight and get a cheapass live recording? save money right?
I LOOK DOWN ON BANDS THAT LOOK DOWN ON OTHER BANDS THAT DOES LIVE RECORDING.
I LOOK DOWN ON BANDS WHO THINK THEY ARE SO GOOD IN RECORDINGS WHILE THEY SUCK LIVE.
basically, i look down on bands who does multi track recordings. you waste alot of money, waste your efforts and a huge motherfucking disgrace to other local bands.
'underground local bands' should remain underground. once you do a multi track recording, you are fucking mainstream in the underground scene.
hmm ate pizza today :D
i miss someone right now. but i guess he isnt the type to go for girls like me i swear.
so..
anyway, i thought alot about changes in people today.
like 2 years ago, my mindset was totally different. like i was against smoking, working isnt for me, boyfriend was everything, loves the deathcore/metal scene is Singapore.
now im the total opposite. not so different la. like well yeah i smoke and drink, i love working, i dont really care about having a boyfriend now cause im scared shitless, and im sorta against the deathcore scene here. support the local hardcore bands man!
i notice people love to follow trends. like they were against people listening to raggae, and the next month, they turn to love raggae music and mixes around with raggae men. like isnt that contradicting??
i, for example, followed trends last year. i admit i was a wanker who doesnt go for anything except for the fame/popularity blablabla bullshit.
see? im brave enough to admit that. why cant you? cause you guys are image concious and fucking cowards.
and now, i love being contradicting. dont like it? you can fuck off.
i've retired from my death metal days. i still do listen to JFAC, ABRB, Suicide Silence and stuffs but im not following the way they make music in the industry.
like honestly people, these bands make music for the fucking fame, money, gain fans, be respected and popularity. i mean who the fuck plays music for the fame? who? if your band does multi track recording and shit like that, YOU PEOPLE ARE OBVIOUSLY AFTER THE FAME. i mean if you record songs, you want to sound the same while playing live so people would actually buy your album without expecting alot when you perform live right?
so what if you sound so good in multi track recordings but play like shit live?? so fucking what??
that only means you guys arent tight as you think you are.
i know bands who does really tight live recordings and sound awesome live.
why spend so much on recordings when you guys can practice as hard as you can, be fucking tight and get a cheapass live recording? save money right?
I LOOK DOWN ON BANDS THAT LOOK DOWN ON OTHER BANDS THAT DOES LIVE RECORDING.
I LOOK DOWN ON BANDS WHO THINK THEY ARE SO GOOD IN RECORDINGS WHILE THEY SUCK LIVE.
basically, i look down on bands who does multi track recordings. you waste alot of money, waste your efforts and a huge motherfucking disgrace to other local bands.
'underground local bands' should remain underground. once you do a multi track recording, you are fucking mainstream in the underground scene.
Sunday, August 2, 2009
Its no surprise.
time check: 1.43am.
guess what? i just lost my bestf.
thanks to whatever.
3 cheers for 2 years.
i guess im too demanding, not understanding and super unreasonable to be anyone's friend. i wanna stop making friends for now. cause the friends i made for the past year/months were a bunch of people who discriminate others and a bunch of fucking lying cunts.
no im not gonna blog about it.
ANYWAY, on a good note..
i wrote lyrics about discrimination, zionism and lesbians in the MRT on my way home. lol.
its preety loong. and the lesbian lyrics are funny though :)
gahh its so hard to upload pics on blogger. knnbcb.
later today ima help Yat design gig poster. like just draw then photocopy. we're not gonna like do photoscape/photoshop and shit like that. all d.i.y!
goregirl blog about me talking to her about oral sex. HAHA wtf im not horny! it was just a joke laaaaaa :D
"blowjob=oral sex"
oh and the nenek jual keropok didnt want to sell me her keropok, but her baju kurung -.-"
then i say i no money ah.
then she walked off. weird.
HAHAHAHAHA!
hmm im gonna earn some profits. finally i feel like i have a life :D
and work is coming up sooooooooon ^.^
k nothing else to blog alr. boring post la.
bye.
guess what? i just lost my bestf.
thanks to whatever.
3 cheers for 2 years.
i guess im too demanding, not understanding and super unreasonable to be anyone's friend. i wanna stop making friends for now. cause the friends i made for the past year/months were a bunch of people who discriminate others and a bunch of fucking lying cunts.
no im not gonna blog about it.
ANYWAY, on a good note..
i wrote lyrics about discrimination, zionism and lesbians in the MRT on my way home. lol.
its preety loong. and the lesbian lyrics are funny though :)
gahh its so hard to upload pics on blogger. knnbcb.
later today ima help Yat design gig poster. like just draw then photocopy. we're not gonna like do photoscape/photoshop and shit like that. all d.i.y!
goregirl blog about me talking to her about oral sex. HAHA wtf im not horny! it was just a joke laaaaaa :D
"blowjob=oral sex"
oh and the nenek jual keropok didnt want to sell me her keropok, but her baju kurung -.-"
then i say i no money ah.
then she walked off. weird.
HAHAHAHAHA!
hmm im gonna earn some profits. finally i feel like i have a life :D
and work is coming up sooooooooon ^.^
k nothing else to blog alr. boring post la.
bye.
Saturday, August 1, 2009
Minahreps and the 'underground scene'. Tsk. Big dissapointment
time check: 1.00am.
friggin tired today. walked alot. lol.
while omw home from CityHall just now me and Yat saw a bunch of mats and minahreps making noise in the train. like ALOT of noise. i've seen them a couple of times and one of them looks like an indian. seriously. they are HUGE in a bad way. they make so much noise plus their irritating techno shit playing aloud from their phones that me and Yat got a huge headache. and Yat keeps staring back at them to scare them. cause he was fucking pissed. lol.
dayum. whats with these bunch of losers nowadays? they draw their eyebrow fucking high and 5cm thick make up, they act like they own the place and bash strangers up if the minah or matreps are not happy with a particular person's dressing. like wtf? seriously not needed.
and another thing i really look down upon is the death metal/deathcore/new school hardcore bands in Singapore. they are so fucking rich they discriminate other people of the lower class. so what if you're rich? it doesnt get you anywhere, seriously. if you're rich but you act like some snobby stuck up bastards, then whats the point? you think you gain fans/respect ah like that. kepale otak korang ah nabey.
i realised this after i made friends with Yat. i was following the trend before but now, nah. it might be contradicting but whatever yah?
deathcore shit people follow the fucking trend. you guys wear iwrestledabearonce shirt not because you know their biography, discography, whatevergraphy but its just to follow the fucking trend la. you guys think 'eh cool tak shirt ni? brutal ah.'
you guys brutal? go to fucking hell and lick my mum's cunt.
i dont wanna name bands whom i know that look down on d.i.y bands like my band. so what if you guys can get a multitrack recording? so fucking what? it only means that you guys are up for the fucking fame. its obvious you guys are trying hard to sound like Suicide Silence/White Chapel whatever underground mainstream deathcore bands. what is underground, should remain fucking underground.
bands like NOFX are Propagandhi are bands you should look up to. hmm singapore bands? lets see. Facelift? im not telling you what to do but its just i feel like the whole 'underground scene' in singapore is fucked up with people who only go for fame and money.
well fuck you all _|_
friggin tired today. walked alot. lol.
while omw home from CityHall just now me and Yat saw a bunch of mats and minahreps making noise in the train. like ALOT of noise. i've seen them a couple of times and one of them looks like an indian. seriously. they are HUGE in a bad way. they make so much noise plus their irritating techno shit playing aloud from their phones that me and Yat got a huge headache. and Yat keeps staring back at them to scare them. cause he was fucking pissed. lol.
dayum. whats with these bunch of losers nowadays? they draw their eyebrow fucking high and 5cm thick make up, they act like they own the place and bash strangers up if the minah or matreps are not happy with a particular person's dressing. like wtf? seriously not needed.
and another thing i really look down upon is the death metal/deathcore/new school hardcore bands in Singapore. they are so fucking rich they discriminate other people of the lower class. so what if you're rich? it doesnt get you anywhere, seriously. if you're rich but you act like some snobby stuck up bastards, then whats the point? you think you gain fans/respect ah like that. kepale otak korang ah nabey.
i realised this after i made friends with Yat. i was following the trend before but now, nah. it might be contradicting but whatever yah?
deathcore shit people follow the fucking trend. you guys wear iwrestledabearonce shirt not because you know their biography, discography, whatevergraphy but its just to follow the fucking trend la. you guys think 'eh cool tak shirt ni? brutal ah.'
you guys brutal? go to fucking hell and lick my mum's cunt.
i dont wanna name bands whom i know that look down on d.i.y bands like my band. so what if you guys can get a multitrack recording? so fucking what? it only means that you guys are up for the fucking fame. its obvious you guys are trying hard to sound like Suicide Silence/White Chapel whatever underground mainstream deathcore bands. what is underground, should remain fucking underground.
bands like NOFX are Propagandhi are bands you should look up to. hmm singapore bands? lets see. Facelift? im not telling you what to do but its just i feel like the whole 'underground scene' in singapore is fucked up with people who only go for fame and money.
well fuck you all _|_
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