Changes in people and the way music is made.

time check: 12.31am

hmm ate pizza today :D

i miss someone right now. but i guess he isnt the type to go for girls like me i swear.
so..

anyway, i thought alot about changes in people today.
like 2 years ago, my mindset was totally different. like i was against smoking, working isnt for me, boyfriend was everything, loves the deathcore/metal scene is Singapore.
now im the total opposite. not so different la. like well yeah i smoke and drink, i love working, i dont really care about having a boyfriend now cause im scared shitless, and im sorta against the deathcore scene here. support the local hardcore bands man!

i notice people love to follow trends. like they were against people listening to raggae, and the next month, they turn to love raggae music and mixes around with raggae men. like isnt that contradicting??

i, for example, followed trends last year. i admit i was a wanker who doesnt go for anything except for the fame/popularity blablabla bullshit.
see? im brave enough to admit that. why cant you? cause you guys are image concious and fucking cowards.

and now, i love being contradicting. dont like it? you can fuck off.
i've retired from my death metal days. i still do listen to JFAC, ABRB, Suicide Silence and stuffs but im not following the way they make music in the industry.
like honestly people, these bands make music for the fucking fame, money, gain fans, be respected and popularity. i mean who the fuck plays music for the fame? who? if your band does multi track recording and shit like that, YOU PEOPLE ARE OBVIOUSLY AFTER THE FAME. i mean if you record songs, you want to sound the same while playing live so people would actually buy your album without expecting alot when you perform live right?

so what if you sound so good in multi track recordings but play like shit live?? so fucking what??
that only means you guys arent tight as you think you are.
i know bands who does really tight live recordings and sound awesome live.
why spend so much on recordings when you guys can practice as hard as you can, be fucking tight and get a cheapass live recording? save money right?


I LOOK DOWN ON BANDS THAT LOOK DOWN ON OTHER BANDS THAT DOES LIVE RECORDING.
I LOOK DOWN ON BANDS WHO THINK THEY ARE SO GOOD IN RECORDINGS WHILE THEY SUCK LIVE.
basically, i look down on bands who does multi track recordings. you waste alot of money, waste your efforts and a huge motherfucking disgrace to other local bands.
'underground local bands' should remain underground. once you do a multi track recording, you are fucking mainstream in the underground scene.