Bliss is the sin

its 1.36am. damn sleepy.
btw, my band Sacrificial Lies is playing at FAD Media at Bugis on the 11th of July at 4pm. Tics at $7! Come on dowwwnnn! :D

anw, today wasnt so good. was tired and down with effin flu. went to apply for tcc as One told me but by the time i reached bugis's tcc, it was 5 plus. so decided to go some other day. walked around and bumped into Liya, Zacky, Alif and idk who else at Beats. missed liya :D they going off to KL on Friday and i asked Liya to get 2 packs of Winston there. hopefully she wont forget :/

dan didnt text me. im hoping for his texts every single day but ohwells O.o

i hope this goes far. but he isnt putting in any effort from the way i see it. is this even worth it? idk. idc.
im trying not to think of it tho it bugs me every single minute of the day. i love him but..

geeeez Gabbie stop it.

my nose cant stop flowing like tap water. dont tell me i got H1N1! nono cant be.

oh and im dyeing my hair red sooooon! chill. need technique ahhh O.o

i need a job. i need moneehhhh. i need hair extensions. i need new shoes and clothes. i need to continue studying. i need a private diploma. i need my late grandmother. i need ciggarettes. i need booze. i need to upload bloody new pics to here and myspace. i need food. i think im gaining weight from all the chocolates i've eaten. i need fresh air. i need love. i need care.

SOMEONE, GET ME OUT OF THIS STATE. IM TURNING TO THE WORSE.