It's 1.10am.
LADY GAGA IS COMING TO SINGAPORE! XD
*jumps around*
Ohemgee. I love her songs. And her hair. Haha.
Was suppose to meet Yat around 1pm at SP. But i woke up at 3pm. Bet he was super pissed :/ then he say it's okay he'll come over to Gombak at 5pm. Took my time, siap siap, watched teevee. Went out at 5.30pm. Heheheh. Sorry ahhhh.
Ate my mee goreng with long beans while Yat ate mee hoon with long beans and chili at Ananas Cafe. It is so effin cheap and the quantity is a hell lot la. It costs only $1.70? And i think the makcik also recognize us alr. LOL.
Walked to West Mall. Bad mood. You know i know la eh Yat. Heh. Walked around then around 7pm walked back to Gombak. Sat at Little Guilin for awhile. Smoke, then walked to slide. Had lotsa fun and i squeeeeezed the BIG BIG secret out of Yat. Damn celaka la. Hahahahaha! No the secret is for me, Yat and Dharsh to know and no, there's no way you can find out about it. Nehninehnipupu *sticks tougue out*
Did our usual stupid stuffs there like people watching, imitating jocks and matreps, smoke and lepak rabaaakkkk.
*imitating a matrep complete with their tougue and muke tak perlu*
'Rabakk uh geng! Rabakk SIIOOOLLLL!'
Kk back to meself ^.^
Yo Yat, idk why you have to hide it from me. Dude. I'll still love you as my dear friend and no, i will NOT m.i.a from you okehhh!
Anw, have to meet Yat at SP tmrw at 1.30pm. Haiya. Sian uh always have to go job hunting. Anyone, gimme a job please?
It's like i have no life uh. Fuck. Okehh i admit i don't have a life. Except in the cyber world. Omfg how shitty and lameass fuck.
Fuck la fuck.
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Dear Mum,
Im your friggin 18 year old daughter and the way you treat me is like im your friend. Im getting sick and tired of you calling me useless with no education. Yes i regret quitting school but at the same time i wanna get a job to share your burden. Sometimes i cry, thinking why do you have to treat me this way. Am i anything to you? Are you sick and tired of me asking for money every weekends? If you are, then tell me, so i won't have to ask you for money or ask you to bring home food. I swear nenek is a much better mother than you. I swear she is. She spoils me silly but disciplines me hard and taught me about life. You? You taught me nothing. NOTHING. You threw me aside to spend time with your friends/flings and now you want me to understand you?? What kind of mother are you? Is this some fucking sick joke?? What joy do you see in doing this to me?? Can't you underfuckingstand im trying my fucking best to get a fucking job and all you do is scream at me and degrade me everytime you see me.
I know you're dissapointed to see me without a life but im trying to find a living here so i won't have to depend on you anymore cause i know how hard it is for you. You didn't have to text my friend 'Bynk kau nye keje. Give me your office number.' -translate- 'Don't lie that you've been working. Give me your office number.'. I admit i was wrong to lie to you i have a job cause at the same time i don't want my own mother to look down on me. I know i was wrong. And for that, IM SORRY.
But whatever, mother. I hope you're happy degrading me and all. I know its hard for you to trust me but just this once, im asking you to trust me that im looking around for a job. My friend had to beg his friend for a job you know. Do you know how ashamed i was?? My friend had to literally beg his friend to land me a job.
Bye, mother. I hope you'll never read this post cause i fucking hate you for now.
Mood:diediediediedie.
I know you're dissapointed to see me without a life but im trying to find a living here so i won't have to depend on you anymore cause i know how hard it is for you. You didn't have to text my friend 'Bynk kau nye keje. Give me your office number.' -translate- 'Don't lie that you've been working. Give me your office number.'. I admit i was wrong to lie to you i have a job cause at the same time i don't want my own mother to look down on me. I know i was wrong. And for that, IM SORRY.
But whatever, mother. I hope you're happy degrading me and all. I know its hard for you to trust me but just this once, im asking you to trust me that im looking around for a job. My friend had to beg his friend for a job you know. Do you know how ashamed i was?? My friend had to literally beg his friend to land me a job.
Bye, mother. I hope you'll never read this post cause i fucking hate you for now.
Mood:diediediediedie.
Monday, June 1, 2009
About me [out of boredom]
Its 2.42am. Bored so i blog. Make sense yeah?
Ima tell you more about myself as people don't read my Myspace 'About Me' section. I hate it people don't read them. Mofos.
Anw, here goes :
People know me as Gabbie, online and real life.
Im 18 this year but i behave like an 8 year old. I can be a real brat sometimes but it depends on the situation.
My family has been in a really bad state since i was 13. Im still tryna get used to it. I have difficultiess communicating with a woman i refer to as Mum and a small kid whom i refer to as Lil sis. We're extremely financially unstable. Life is really hard for us. My Dad just dissapeared since September last year.
I have awesome friends. Online and real life. They never fail to make me laugh and brighten up my day. And for that, i love them to bits and chumps. My friends are the world to me :D
I love food. ALOT. I spend most of my money on food. Im a junk food addict and a loyal devoter of Mee Goreng. I also love Nasi Ayam Penyet, Nasi Goreng, Laksa, Fish Ball Noodles, Fish&Chips and Sushi.
I love making new friends. Im shy as fuck but i'll talk if you talk.
Like any other girls, i love to shop. But due to the terrible financial state that im in, i can't do any shopping atm.
I love M.A.C eyeshadows. They are easy to blend and the colours are fantabulous :D
I love long haired skaters/band-sters. They turn me on for no apparent reason. Haha.
I have a habit of biting my nails and daydream when im bored. I would venture in my own little world without noticing anything around me.
I use to think the emo look was cool. But now when i think back, it was stupid.
I love to watch America's Next Top Model, Style Jury, Project Runway and sometimes, soccer.
I listen to ALL types of genre. So don't label me as you like.
I hate guys who go for looks. That's just so cliche boys. Get over the fact that you can't get a hot girlfriend to show off to your guy friends.
I hate insects. I have fear of cockroaches and anything that has plasticky, fluttering wings and can crawl.
I don't go for looks. I don't see why you should.
I smoke and drink but no, not to the point that i don't realise what i do and no, not to the extend that i get fucked by some stranger.
Im in love with Mitch of Suicide Silence :D
I got chased by dogs and had to run down a long stretch of road before they stopped chasing me.
I use to cut myself with a math set protractor [okehh start laughing already!]. Kental as fuck i know.
I want to dye my hair platinum blonde. But not the minah kind of blonde.
I detest people who abuse animals. Fuck you chinamen.
I nearly turned vegetarian.
I kicked my friend in the face and neck in the mosh pit TWICE.
Im really sensitive and if you ever got to my nerves, i'll beat the fuck out of you and don't care how you'll react next.
I look arrogant in real life but once you get to know me, im friendly. Really :)
I was raised by my grandma till i was 16 and my Mum came to take me away.
Im currently listening to Its Over by Jesse McCartney repeatedly cause im typing this and too heck-care to change the song. Heh.
I love surprises. Unexpected ones :D
I love going for gigs and try to make friends over there.
I hate people who are too controlling/judgemental/stereotypical. Get over the fucking fact that no human in this world can be perfect.
I love piercings and tatoos. I use to have snakebites and a septum a few months back but took it off cause my ex ex boyfriend didnt approve of it and i got sick of it.
Tatoos should be appreciated as work of art, not destroying your body.
Lastly, i have more to share but it will be up on the next post :D
<3
Ima tell you more about myself as people don't read my Myspace 'About Me' section. I hate it people don't read them. Mofos.
Anw, here goes :
People know me as Gabbie, online and real life.
Im 18 this year but i behave like an 8 year old. I can be a real brat sometimes but it depends on the situation.
My family has been in a really bad state since i was 13. Im still tryna get used to it. I have difficultiess communicating with a woman i refer to as Mum and a small kid whom i refer to as Lil sis. We're extremely financially unstable. Life is really hard for us. My Dad just dissapeared since September last year.
I have awesome friends. Online and real life. They never fail to make me laugh and brighten up my day. And for that, i love them to bits and chumps. My friends are the world to me :D
I love food. ALOT. I spend most of my money on food. Im a junk food addict and a loyal devoter of Mee Goreng. I also love Nasi Ayam Penyet, Nasi Goreng, Laksa, Fish Ball Noodles, Fish&Chips and Sushi.
I love making new friends. Im shy as fuck but i'll talk if you talk.
Like any other girls, i love to shop. But due to the terrible financial state that im in, i can't do any shopping atm.
I love M.A.C eyeshadows. They are easy to blend and the colours are fantabulous :D
I love long haired skaters/band-sters. They turn me on for no apparent reason. Haha.
I have a habit of biting my nails and daydream when im bored. I would venture in my own little world without noticing anything around me.
I use to think the emo look was cool. But now when i think back, it was stupid.
I love to watch America's Next Top Model, Style Jury, Project Runway and sometimes, soccer.
I listen to ALL types of genre. So don't label me as you like.
I hate guys who go for looks. That's just so cliche boys. Get over the fact that you can't get a hot girlfriend to show off to your guy friends.
I hate insects. I have fear of cockroaches and anything that has plasticky, fluttering wings and can crawl.
I don't go for looks. I don't see why you should.
I smoke and drink but no, not to the point that i don't realise what i do and no, not to the extend that i get fucked by some stranger.
Im in love with Mitch of Suicide Silence :D
I got chased by dogs and had to run down a long stretch of road before they stopped chasing me.
I use to cut myself with a math set protractor [okehh start laughing already!]. Kental as fuck i know.
I want to dye my hair platinum blonde. But not the minah kind of blonde.
I detest people who abuse animals. Fuck you chinamen.
I nearly turned vegetarian.
I kicked my friend in the face and neck in the mosh pit TWICE.
Im really sensitive and if you ever got to my nerves, i'll beat the fuck out of you and don't care how you'll react next.
I look arrogant in real life but once you get to know me, im friendly. Really :)
I was raised by my grandma till i was 16 and my Mum came to take me away.
Im currently listening to Its Over by Jesse McCartney repeatedly cause im typing this and too heck-care to change the song. Heh.
I love surprises. Unexpected ones :D
I love going for gigs and try to make friends over there.
I hate people who are too controlling/judgemental/stereotypical. Get over the fucking fact that no human in this world can be perfect.
I love piercings and tatoos. I use to have snakebites and a septum a few months back but took it off cause my ex ex boyfriend didnt approve of it and i got sick of it.
Tatoos should be appreciated as work of art, not destroying your body.
Lastly, i have more to share but it will be up on the next post :D
<3
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